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Chapter 32- Letters for Cammie

Sorry once again for the long wait, I went to my cousin’s engagement party and didn’t come back until late this morning. This is the chapter you’ve all been waiting for, a lot will be revealed in this chapter, most of it being Cammie’s thoughts on what’s going on and what’s inside the card he gave her. I changed the description of the nurse form the last chapter, she has dark red hair instead of red and is older, around Rachel’s age. Can you guess who it might be? By the way the song above is Whatever it Takes by LIfehouse. Warning this chapter isn't edited. 

Shout-out to Boingo_2000 and Rkan777 for guessing the Harry Potter quote form the last chapter!!!!! I never knew I had so many readers that were potterheads as well!!

Random question before I start the chapter, what’s your favorite color? Mine’s green and blue J

Disclaimer Ally Carter owns all except the plot and everything goes to their rightful owners.

Chapter 32- Letters for Cammie

Cammie pov

Even though the tears have stopped falling aside for a few stray ones that escaped, I could still feel them in my eyes blurring my vision. “It’s ok to miss him” He told me in a soothing and quiet voice. He did make me feel a lot better. I miss my father every day, I just mask a smile to hide the pain. The army never found his body, so we visit an empty grave. I visit him often and every spare chance I get. I wish I could just see him once more, to tell him I love him.

A week before he lift to be deployed I had a nightmare about someone dying but their face was blurred. Now that I think about it, I should’ve taken it as a warming. We got the call a few weeks later telling us he died in battle and his body was lost. That was the only time I saw my mother break down. Not to be mean but she was a complete and utter mess. I vaguely remember what happened only the endless sobbing and grieving. I’m trying my hardest to erase that memory from my mind.

 “The ones that love us never really leave us and you can always find them in here” Zach said taking my hand (stuck with an IV) and putting it over my heart. I felt my heartbeat increase drastically. I was amaze at how one touch could affect me so much. I giggled mentally slapping myself. Since when did I giggle? Every time Zach comes near me I feel as if my brain turned into mush. Why does he affect me so much? (A/N: BECAUSE YOU’RE SOULMATES!!!) Panicking to hide my blush I said the first thing in my head. “I know where you got that from” Zach rolled his eyes before checking his watch. I hope he doesn’t have to go soon, I enjoy his company.

 “I have to go, I have to go to school tomorrow.” He said standing up to grab his jacket. I couldn’t help but feel sad at the thought of him leaving as I nodded my head quickly.  “I promise I’ll be back tomorrow.” He promised. I couldn’t help but smile at his proposal. Zach visited me more often than my parents. I never asked him to do visit me constantly, however I can’t be complaining. He was the only light to this depressing place. He leaned over to the top of my head, kissing it gently. Thankfully he wasn’t able to see my deep blush. Out of nowhere he took out an envelope from his jacket and handed it to me. He didn’t say anything else but a farewell, he didn’t wait for my reply or even staying long enough for an explanation.

I would’ve smiled at him and possible hug him for the flowers and basically his company. It was only a little over a day and I desperately wanted to get out of here. I always hated hospitals. I don’t think anyone actually likes hospitals.  

Anyway, I watched him walk out the door with sad eyes. Tears prickled my eyes and I mentally scolded myself for it immediately. This was no reason to cry, it wasn’t like he wasn’t going to come back. I think this place is getting to me.