THIRTY SEVEN

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YOUR POV

"Jimin, I'm hungry. Let's eat first." Jimin nods and smiled ㅡ the smile where his eyes would form a crescent shape that makes every girl's heart skip a beat including mine. Wait what?

We decided to eat at Burger King since we both crave for burgers and it's the closest one we've found here at the mall.

"How are you holding up, Y/N?" Jimin suddenly asked as I was eating fries and he looks at me with concern.

"I'm okay now, Jimin. It's not like Tae and I were actually together. It was just a prank, remember? I was just stupid enough to think it was real."

"Don't be like that, Y/N. It's not your fault. He made you feel that way, it was him who should feel guilty about it, not you."

I nodded and decided to eat my burger in silence, but I was so tempted to tell him that we're actually together and it wasn't all just a prank then ask Jimin what happened to Taehyung. Why he suddenly stopped the prank and why wasn't he talking to me anymore.

"They got back together" I almost choke on my burger after hearing Jimin say those words. I don't know if it's because I'm surprised to find out that Taehyung and Reese got back together or because I'm surprised that Jimin can read my thoughts.

"Y/N are you okay?!" Jimin stood up and sat next to me, patting my back as he hands me a glass of water. I took deep breaths as I calm down from almost choking.

"I'm fine. I'm just... uh.. surprised?"

"I figured you were. You almost spit out the burger you were just chewing"

"I was just.. how did you know that?"

"That you almost spit out theㅡ"

"No. That I've been wanting to know what happened to Taehyung."

"Y/N. You don't have to ask, I know you need to know that. You deserve to know the truth. If Taehyung can't do that for you then I'm willing to do it."

I smiled at Jimin and looked down on my fingers as tears starts to fall involuntarily from my eyes. Why is this so painful for me? I know I'm just a nobody but at least Jimin knows I deserve an explanation. Jimin then held me tight and all I can do was release the tears I was holding back.

"It's okay, Y/N. Cry all you want. Cry it all out. But promise me, this will be the last time that you'll cry because of Taehyung. Your tears are too precious for someone like him. That bastard doesn't deserve it."

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It's been a week since my last meet up with Jimin where I cried after realizing that Taehyung left me without any warnings nor goodbyes. I feel like I'm feeling better now than I was a week ago but it's because I've distanced myself a bit from the boys after what happened to Taehyung and I.

Jimin has been constantly sending me messages which helped me feel a lot better, but whenever he asks me to go out or visit them at their dorm, I would decline simply because I don't want to see Taehyung... and well, because I don't also want to hear them mention him or talk about him and Reese while I was there.

I've been staying on Twitter for too long that some ARMYs would tweet stolen photos of Taehyung and Reese together at the mall, shopping or having dinner. I don't want any more updates about them. And if I'm gonna hang out with BTS I'm pretty sure I'd hear more and I don't think my heart can handle that just yet.

It's a pretty boring Saturday and my daily routine had been changed to workㅡhome after my last encounter with Taehyung. Since I feel like a potato now, I've decided to go out and treat myself.

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