Bad Boy VS. Bad Girl [COMPLETE]

CHAPTER 31: What should i do?

CHAPTER 31: What Should I Do?

Ash's Point of View.

Hindi ako mapakali ng biglang mag walk out si Atilah. Susundan ko na sana siya pero biglang hinarangan ako ni mom. Wait? Is she here the whole time? Narinig niya ba yung pinagusapan namin?! i'd be damned.

"m-mom" I tired to smiled but it turned out fake. Ugh!

"Ash. I know everything." Oh damn.

"Mom let me explain-" She doesnt let me finish my sentence.

"Ash do you think you can fool us? Sinabi mo palang na may girlfriend ka na hindi na kami naniwala. I dont know whats going on your mind but me and your dad and so as Atilah's parents, we just let you two play your game." My eyes widen. What?! They knew this whole time??

"But how? How'd you know?" She smiled and tapped my shoulder.

"We're your parents Ash. We know you better than yourself. We thought maybe its good to let you just do your thing maybe someday magkatotoo yan. Gusto namin na magkadevelopan nga kayo. Para naman mag settle down ka na. Tama na yung paiba iba ng babae. I get it Ash. Youre a Race car winner, Drifting king, Campus Bad boy and a slut. Sorry kid. My point is, you only have one chance to meet a girl like Atilah. i know you know she's beautiful. The way you look at her is bazzar! I never seen you look at a girl that way" Nakinig lang ako sa mga sinasabi ni mom. Maybe she's right. Maybe i should settle down.

"Mom..When did you know that youre in love with Dad?" We sat beside the pool and talk about how they met, how she notice Dad. How dad notice her.

"Ash. You know youre in love if youre brave enough to admit it to yourself. Just let your guard down. Love is like..Risk vs. Win. If you risk to let your heart go and love someone there's only two things can happen. Its either she fall for you too or not. There's nothing bad in trying Ash." She tapped my shoulder once again and smiled at me. I thanked my mom and she took off.

Ngayon naliwanagan na ko. So this is love huh. Very dangerous but it feels great. Pain or Gain? If she likes me too its Gain. If she doesnt..then its pain.

Pero hindi ko alam pano ko ipapakita sakaniya. I cant even admit it to myself at first..but now after hearing those words from my mom it turns out im being a pussy. I already love her but stupid enough to understand. :/ This is what i get from being a slut. Damn.

" I do love your brother. Maybe someday when me and your kuya get older..Maybe ill marry him like your mommy and daddy" I heard her say that when i pass her room. I guess she's with Ashley.

My heart beats faster than normal when i heard her say those words. So this is love feels like. I smiled..this feels good. I never thought i'd eat my words. Dati sabi ko sakaniya hindi ako magkakagusto sakaniya but here i am. Fast heart beats, butterly effect in my stomach, Possesive feeling, and even Jealousy! i felt it all. That means i love her right..

But what now? I mean what should i do? Tell her? Go on a date? Start over? ugh! This is so frustrating! I never felt this way to a girl before. Pero sakaniya..Sobra..pakiramdam ko lunod na lunod ako.

Simpleng bagay na gawin niya nagpapakabog agad ng sistema ko. Akala ko noon kabaklaan lang tong nararamdaman ko pero hindi..This shit is real. My phone suddenly rang and i saw Tyrone calling.

"Man this shit should be important its fucking midnight already seriously dude?!"

[Haha! Calm your horses Ash this is important.]

"What is it then?"

[You have a race in LA in 3 weeks. Boss said you have to train this coming monday. Man this race isnt just a normal race.This shit is international. You'll be carrying the name of our country Ash. They want you to win so you better win]

"Wait..LA?! Are you serious right now? And 3 weeks?! "

[I.am.freakin.serious man! arent you excited?! Man this is gonna be fun! Girls, money, and fame dude. Youre a race car driver and you won alota race. You are 'The Ash Saavedra' Girl would die for you man]

"Shut it Tyrone. You sound like a man whore you slut. Ill talk to you tomorrow"

[No turning back Ash. Aryt call me when you need more details]

"Aryt man thanks"

What the fuck?! Why so sudden?! ugh! kung kelan naisip kong ligawan si Atilah tsaka pa kaylangan ko umalis? I mean guys always follow her ass everywhere! What if she saw someone...I know shes an amazona when guys try to flirt her but i still cant stand it! What if she like someone..what if she fall unexpectedly like me. We never know!

What should i do?! I have to do something Asap! I only have 4 days left! Come on Ash think!