One Shot Stories

26. December One

December 01, 2018
Saturday
10:43 A.M.

I woke up late. The time i faced the mirror, i have a messy hair, drowsy eyes, oily skin. No make up. I was so sleepy because i slept around three in the midnight. Focc i didn't even realize it's the first day of the last month of the year.

I can't believe my year has been like this. A lot happened and i can't deny that year 2018 is the most painful yet eye opening year for me. I learnt a lot of life lessons through experience. Some important people left, quarrels between me and my papa, friendship being at steak. I cried a tub of water but laughed in euphoria the most this year, too.

I learnt that not everyone you want to stay will stay, that you can be weak and fragile and cry at times, that not everyone will treat you fairly, that not everyone will stay the way they are, that not all will truely understand you, that not all will accept you from who you are.

We only have ourselves. I only have myself. We just have to start learning to stand by our own. We gotta be dauntless and strong to create barriers from people who might want to kill us softly. But most importantly? Enjoy. Yolo, man. We have to enjoy life and not waste the time given by our precious God. We should find home. And live in euphoria.

-E