I wish I was numb to having any emotions at all. Like in the sense of not having any emotions at all. Always when my emotions take control (they always do with anything all the time), I always seem like a fool, or people make me feel like a piece of trash. Just because I say what's on my mind. I always do this though. I always speak what's on my mind. But you know what I don't get? People always say that you should never keep your thoughts in your head, or even heck what you are feeling. But for some reason whenever I say the things that are on my mind, I always get bashed by people. Or other things. I guess that saying doesn't apply to me.
