(This entry was written today September 5, 2020).
I feel like my life has been scripted slightly, but not in a good way. Like, I have no idea what I am doing from day to day, but it seems to me there are people my age that know what they are doing with their lives. Like some people are already dating someone, know what college they are going to go to. Just stuff like that, and I am over here like: "Hello. I have no idea what I am doing, and quite frankly I feel like I am still in middle school. I feel like I have been left in the dust." And honestly, I don't know what to do about it. Like in some times this year, I feel like I have gotten held back a year even though I am one of the oldest sophomores. Like, yes I do have a job right now, but other then that I feel like I am doing everything wrong. But, this isn't the reason I want to date right now. I want to date right now, because I have a crush. It's simple. I mostly feel behind in driving. It sucks. Like in some aspects, I feel like a Freshmen all over again.
