(This entry was written today June 18, 2020).
I am sick of being a girl. I love everything about being a girl, other then having a period. When I am on my period (like any other girl) I feel gross. And when I am on my period, I can't really wear some clothes that I would like to sometimes and also I have that added stress in the back of my head that is screaming: "Hey! Don't forget about me or I will ruin your shorts/sweatpants." Also, I have a huge fear of blood. I hate this so much. I have been dealing with it since I was nine (thanks mom). At this point, I don't want to even give birth to a kid. The thought of it just I don't know, isn't really appeasing to me. The only thing appeasing to me about pregnancy is afterwards you have something to raise and love. I know I am not the only one that thinks this, but I haven't come across anybody that does. Sorry for all of the period talk, have these photos of Mynee and Biscuit:
And I forgot to add that Kelsey, Bentley, and Kade came up today and we went on a walk, (here's the photos):