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October three years earlier

Worst week of my life. I'm sorry, this has been done for a while and I just didn't get around to uploading it on Wednesday.

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Dear Jimin,

Letters are hard to write. So, needless to say, this is the fifth time I've started this, and hopefully it'll work out (I don't want to waste any more paper).

Anyway, I miss you a lot, which is basically why I'm writing this in the first place. I know, we talk on the phone, like, every day, but I still felt the need to write a letter to you. Why? I'm not entirely sure myself. Maybe because this feels so differently intimate. Perhaps you get what I mean.

It's 8pm as I'm writing this. I wonder what time and day it'll be when you read this. God, I kinda don't really want to think about it, as it's only another reminder of the distance between us. Have I mentioned that I miss you? Shit. The distance is truly killing me. But we'll manage it, I know we will.

Last time I saw you, you looked so happy that it made all the wait worth. I can't wait to be holding you in my arms again. It's all I can think of these days. Classes are honestly so boring at times, especially when I cannot stop thinking about you at all. Maybe this is just straight up creepy, I don't know. But it's what I feel inside, what's keeping me awake at night. Yet again, it's worth it. Anything will be worth it for you.

I hope your classes are going well, though it's needless to ask you in this letter because I know that you'll text me tomorrow to complain about your dance instructor or one of your professors being too strict. Sometimes you get insecure about complaining and whining so much because you are scared of boring me, but, to be completely blunt with you: you could possibly never bore me. Whatever you say, you pour so much passion and emotion into every single word that comes out of your mouth and it's honestly fascinating. It's contagious. I love it. I love you.

I love you so much, Park Jimin. I'm writing it in this letter to make sure it is recorded for every upcoming generation. Let's hope researchers from the future find this letter just to read that an idiot named Min Yoongi was totally in love with his beautiful boyfriend Park Jimin. I want everyone to know. Love you, for now and forever.

Yoongi

PS: Please come back soon – Taehyung is honestly getting on my nerves. He whines to me about how much he misses you every day and it's getting unbearable.