Jenalyn: From the Inside (#3) [Complete]

Chapter 80: Hayden

Saturday, 9:23 PM EST

I’m thankful for the quiet time I have tonight. I opted out of movie night again; only this time, Ren had to attend so she could inform Cory it was a no-go on their plans.

I get the room to myself for once.

I’m glad that Ren agreed to the switch-up earlier, but I can’t help but feel mentally exhausted because of everything Jena has brought into play.

Now I’m starting to remember why, after a certain point, even I was rooting for her absence… 

Hayden is still in my head somewhere regardless of when Jena has control. And let's just say she’s a little… disappointed in my actions these past couple of days.

My belly flutters, reminding me of the little girl growing in there. It’s almost as if she tries to remind me of why Jena shouldn’t be here. I can’t let Jena be her mommy…

I’ve got to make sure everything is in place for this business with Ren tomorrow night… I can focus on getting back to Hayden after that.

Dan is taken care of; A deal not worth the bargain he got for it based on the two minutes he lasted. It’s still set in stone though, so I have my messenger.

Ren should be cancelling her plans with Cory now, finding way more pleasure in my sloppy seconds than that dud anyway.

I’ll fill Ryan in on his part of the plan tonight. I figure I’ll tell him as little as possible, but enough to get the job done. He seems like the sensitive type; And if Hayden is disappointed in everything i've had to do? I can only imagine that he'd be devastaed.

As for everything else? That will fall into place tomorrow. 

Ren will get sent to solitary, and I’ll get her out of my hair.

Then I can focus on getting better.