Jenalyn: From the Inside (#3) [Complete]

Chapter 95: Hayden

Monday, 12:03 AM EST

The bruise from Evan…

I try to laugh, shoving Ryan as I roll my eyes. “Looks like you got a little carried away last time!” I tell him, trying to hide the nerves from my voice. 

He’s not buying it. He lets out a sigh while narrowing his eyes at me. “I didn’t do that,” he states with skepticism lining his voice. He pulls further away from me.

Jena and her monster stir inside of me, growing annoyed with him.

He doesn’t have a right to concern himself with marks on my body! Jena sneers in my mind.  I don’t disagree with her, but I also don’t want to hurt this kid’s feelings.

It’s too late though; Jena has the wheel, and she doesn’t care whose feelings she hurts.

“I slept with Evan as a part of the whole… ‘Take out Ren’ operation,” she tells him as if it’s nothing. “He got a little rough-”

The disgust that forms on his face interrupts me. He furrows his brows and stands to his feet.

“You what?!” he asks, his voice raising.

Oh god, is he really going to make a big deal out of this? We weren’t fucking dating!

“Are you fucking stupid?!” he asks all of a sudden. “Do you know what I’ve fucking done for you? And you’re fucking Evan?!”

I’m not sure how to respond.

Jena wants to feel upset and remind him that he was nothing but a fuck- just like Evan! Hayden won’t allow that though… he was her friend. She knows that he shouldn’t have been put in this position in the first place. 

“Ohmigod,” he exclaims, burying his head in his hands. “I’m such a fucking idiot! You’re just a whore! You hate Ren because you are Ren! I should have fucking known!”

Moments pass with Ryan going off about what a whore I am. I’m surprised Jena hasn’t forced her way to my mouth being spoken to like this, but I don’t fight any harder to bring her around.

I deserve this.

“Lets fucking go,” Ryan says after minutes of yelling at me. “I’m not wasting my time up here anymore.”