((A/N) I hope this cheers you up a little. And remember, if you ever need to talk to someone, I am here (either on the chat or through an anon ask!) <3)
The first initial reaction would probably be to get whatever you're using out of your hands. They might be aggressive and rough about it, hurting you a little but it would worth it. Even if you trip or (when you're sitting) fall back, it'd be better than have you hurt yourself even more. You've never seen them so rough - a look and gestures that should only be reserved for the Foot or other enemies - and it shocked you a little. In fact it surprised you so much that you, just for a few seconds, forgot what you were actually doing. As for them, they needed some time to realize it as well. How could you do this? What were you thinking? Here? Now? Why? What were they supposed to do to? They couldn't yell at you, could they? They also just couldn't run away and never come back. Never talking to you again was also not really a solution. So they just stood there and asked "Why?". That's a question you couldn't answer. You yourself weren't even sure what was going on in your head and talking about it seemed so difficult.
The boys would feel responsible for it. Maybe they haven't shown you how much they appreciate you or how much they love you. They should have noticed that something was wrong, that you weren't your usual self. (They tend to forget that suicidal or self harming thoughts can come from one minute to the other). Depending on your state (bleeding or not) they would fit you up as best as they could and if nothing else helped they'd get you to a hospital. If you were okay (under the given circumstances) they would pull you into a hug and not let go. They'd say you'd go through this together. And if you needed help they would move mountains to give it to you. Granted, it's not easy, it's no switch that you can turn on and off whenever you like but it's a start. They'd guarantee you that they'd always be there and that there is still hope. Every day is a new start, a new chance and opportunity to make the best out of it. Please don't hesitate to talk to them, they will listen. They love you and want you to be happy. Whatever it takes.
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FanfictionContinuation from my fifth book! (I've reached the limit of 200 parts). Hope you enjoy! Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles. Favorite songs. Imagines. Sometimes fluff, sometimes smut. NOTE: If you have a request ... PLEASE SEND ME A PM ON HERE! It's hard t...