it's been a month since Edwin posted our video explaining everything i started getting a lot of followers
but it's not for a good reason
everyone's hating on me especially the people that really liked his old girlfriend
but whatever it doesn't matter to me edwins dating me now so
however, somethings strange
ever since the videos have been uploaded and Edwins been getting more and more views and subscribers, he's constantly putting me in his videos
they're not even about me but he'll just mention me or show us and it's weird
i'm kinda starting to believe what Bryce said a few months ago
i might confront edwin today i don't know i'm kinda scared for what he's going to say
El- hey ed can we talk
Ed- sure what's up
El- in person it's kinda important
ed- oh sure do you want to go somewhere
el- i don't care i just need to ask and talk about this
ed- okay well i'll pick you up and we can go somewhere is that okay
el- okay sure
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he picks me up and of course he's filming
"can you put the camera away please"
"why"
"just please"
"okay okay" he puts the camera away and leans in to kiss me
i let him kiss me and we drive away
"so where do you want to go?"
"i don't care anywhere"
"okay"
we drive for a little bit and eventually we go to an ice cream place
i'm actually really nervous for this
maybe i'll wait... or i'll ask him afterwards. i don't know i'm stressed
i just want to know if my boyfriend is using me!
we get out of the car and he grabs my hand
"are you okay you seem out of it"
"yeah i'm okay i'm just stressed"
"why are you stressed?"
"i just am can we just go inside"
"sure"
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so we just finished eating our ice cream and i couldn't say anything i was too nervous
i also didn't want to have a whole fight in public.
so i'm going to wait till later
"do you want to come over?" he asks and i nod
"sure"
"alright. you also never told me anything"
"yeah i forgot what i was going to say"
"oh well if you remember make sure to tell me"
i nod and we drive off to his house
as we're driving he puts his hand on my thigh and smiles
"i love you so much El" he tells me and i smile
"i love you too"
maybe he isn't using me
ugh should i even ask
no i have to i need to get to the bottom of it
