100 Letters To My Future Self

20th Letter: 365 Questions Part VI

August 16, 2019

151. When does silence convey more meaning than words?

When you're angry at someone, but you don't want to hurt them, so you just shut your mouth and never say a word. And they'll know why.

152. How do you spend the majority of your free time?

I spend it on writing, reading, watching kpop videos and kdramas, and sometimes, crafting.

153. Who do you think of first when you think of 'success?

BTS. They were once a small kpop boy band back then, yet look at them now. They conquer the whole world.

154. What did you want to be when you grew up?

To be happy.

155. How will today matter in five years from now?

Today, I do things that will determine the person I will become five years from now.

156. How have you helped someone else recently?

I encourage them.

157. What is your greatest skill?

To be able to understand and make sense of everything in a different perception.

158. Do you see to believe or believe to see?

Believe to see.

159. How are you pursuing your dreams right now?

I am working and enduring every tiredness and boredom.

160. What's the next big step you need to take?

To be able to finish that story I'm currently writing.

161. If today was the last day of your life, would you want to do what you are about to do today?

No. I'll go home and spend the day with my family.

162. If today was the last day of your life, who would you call and what would you tell them?

Kim Seokjin. I'll tell him that I love him.

163. Who do you dream about?

Kim Seokjin

164. What do you have trouble seeing clearly in your mind?

The future.

165. What are you looking forward to?

I'm looking forward to coming home and seeing the book and shirt I ordered online.

166. What is the number one thing you want to accomplish before you die?

To publish a book.

167. When is love a weakness?

When your enemies use it to threaten you.

168. What has been the most terrifying moment of your life thus far?

My every break-down moments.

169. Who is the strongest person you know?

My parents.

170. If you could take a single photograph of your life, what would it look like?

My family and me.

171. Is the reward worth the risk?

Yes. It always is.

172. For you personally, what makes today worth living?

The fact that it's Friday and I'm going home later.

173. What have you done in the last year that makes you proud?

Breaking free from people's expectations and ignoring drama

174. What did you learn recently that changed the way you live?

To love oneself.

175. What is your fondest memory from the past three years?

Stanning kpop boybands and loving them

176. What are the primary components of a happy life?

Good family, overwhelming sense of passion, and inspiring interests in things.

177. How would the world be different if you were never born?

Nobody will get inspired by the things I write anywhere.

178. What is your favorite song and why?

There's a lot, really. But right now, it's Mikrokosmos by BTS.

179. With the resources you have right now, what can you do to bring yourself closer to your goal?

Just keep working. It doesn't matter if I don't really understand my work. I'm actually actually closer than I think.

180.What are your top three priorities?

My family
My dreams
My interest