October 1, 2020
Dear Future Me,
Good days are coming ahead. I am happy. I will be busy starting today but I will have the best kind of life. Anyway here's my playlist:
1. 17 - Pink Sweat$ feat. Joshua and DK of Seventeen
2. Beautiful Time - NCT DREAM
3. Dear Dream - NCT DREAM
I've been listening to NCT Dream's music lately. They were so great. And there's this 17 by Seventeen. I just discovered it yesterday and it's great as well. You should listen to these songs in the future. I will hide our memories there. All the good things and our frustrations, you can find them in these songs.
Anyway, here's an update of my life:
I got blessed with 2 jobs. My anxiety has lessened. I got money now. I have dreams to accomplish in three months. I eat a lot of good food but my weight didn't increase. Mom and Dad are happy. Things are going well now.
ILAND is over. ENHYPEN will debut soon. I'm looking forward to seeing Sunoo more in the future. NCT 2020 with WayV is finally real with 2 additional members. I want to see more of Jungwoo also in the future. Seokjin is nowhere to be seen. Well, he's everywhere by the way but I haven't seen him for a while now. Woojin sucks. You remember those letters we wrote about him last year? Don't read it. It's disgusting. I don't know if the accusations were true or not, but I don't want to pretend as if he's still a good and admirable person anymore. He left Stray Kids. Of course, he's not admirable. It's funny bc I used to wonder what was the reason behind his sudden retreat before. And I didn't expect it would look like this. I would have understand him if he was having anxiety issues but that b*tch keep posting on insta looking good and hansome and promised his fans he had solo activities coming up. Well it's already been a year and still nothing happened except those issues. Anyway this isn't about him. Forget him now. You will only cringe at how overdramatic we once were over him. It sucks.
Anyway, I was planning to launch a project on fb. I still haven't started it yet but I wish I could do it. Wish me luck.
Love always,
magicshop
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