Despite not doing a tour for the Back To Back, I did a show in San Jose with Liam. During performing, my entourage brought out plagues for my hit singles. After the show, he did an after party with girls, especially who were at the show. I did a little cocaine with a blonde white girl and a mouth to mouth molly. Liam looked and shook his head.
"Janey is not gonna be happy about this, bro." Liam said to X-Ray.
I felt woozy, so I went to the bathroom. I sniff and wipe my nose from the coke I did. I splash water on my face and look in the mirror and saw a figment of Alice behind me.
"What if they find out?" the imagination of Alice said to me.
I turn around and saw the ghost and was shock and scared.
"Oh shit!" I exclaimed with a fright when the figment of Alice was gone. Somebody was knocking on the bathroom and it was Liam.
"Yo, Ly, you alright, man?" Liam asked behind the door.
"Yeah, man. I'm good!" I said.
"Look, we're about to head back to the hotel with some broads. You coming?" Liam asked.
"Yeah, I'm coming." I said.
Liam, X-Ray, Peanut, my entourage and I took some girls with us back into the hotel. While I was in my room, I decided to call Janey.
"Hey, babe. How was the show in Jose?" Janey asked on the phone.
"I had females crying for me like I was Michael Jackson and shit." I said on the phone.
"Well, tell them hoes to beat it. Your mother called, she wants to know when are coming to visited them again." Janey said.
"Whenever I can, I got too much shit on my plate right now. I'm breaking off my moms every motherfucking week with cash." I said.
"Giving money ain't the same thing." Janey said.
"Whose side are you on?" I said.
"You have to ask?" Janey said.
"My bad. So check it. Peanut met some chick at the show, so I may let them use my suite tonight, so don't bother calling." I said.
"You're letting Peanut use your room?" Janey said.
"Yeah, it ain't no thing." I said.
"It sounds stupid, that's all." Janey said.
"It is fucking stupid. But it's for my man, you know?" I explained.
"Alright. Love you." Janey said.
"I love you, too, Jay." I said as I hung up.
The white girl who I did cocaine and molly was in my suite naked.
"Ready for round two, baby?" said the white girl.
I soon as Janey hangs up, she has a notification of a video of me doing mouth to mouth molly with a girl on her phone. Janey drove to the hotel that I was staying in San Jose. She went up front to the desk and ask which room I was staying. She went to fourth floor and found the room. I was having sex with the girl while she was thrusting on top of me. Janey knocked and door and pretend to be housekeeping. The girl put her robe on.
"Yes?" the girl answered the door and Janey saw me in bed smoking weed.
Janey burst open the door knocked the girl's nose and barged in. I got up quickly try to explain Janey.
"Oh, shit! Janes!" I exclaimed.
"What the fuck, Ly?!" Janey scold me.
"Fucking bitch!" the white girl said as Janey kept punching her repeatedly.
"Jay, stop! Don't! Damn. Jay! I didn't mean for it to happen." I explained.
"Well it did." Janey said as she walked out of the room as the beaten girl started crying.
In New York, Alexander and I had a meeting about the molly video.
"I'm not happy, you continue to ruin your reputation with this shit. Look, you might have to go to a rehabilitation center for this." Alexander said.
"No, I'm not. Listen, I decided to go to a residential place in Ontario, I won't take any shit anymore." I said.
The news got out that Me and Janey broke up due to the cheating scandal. I went back to Atlanta to visit my mom and talked about the incident.
"She don't understand how much I love her ass, Mama. I mean, I did cheat. I do what I do, because of my career. I'm good to her ass. I buy her stuff back to back. Hell, I even rub her feet, sometimes. She says I'm selfish." I explain to my mother.
"Ever say it from her point of view? What if you was Janey and she was you? What if she was cheating on you?" Katherine said.
"You taking her side?" I said.
"All I'm saying, you may be a little selfish, even if you're famous. Lysander, look at me. You got to think of her as a woman. What if she did all that for you? Your dad use to do that to me, we were teenagers. The same thing that you're doing. I just know how Janey feels. Janey loves you. She just hurt. A woman gets tired of their man every once in awhile if she feels used and unappreciated. She thinking about you. But you gotta stop using women and letting drugs getting to you, when they look at you they see dollar signs. I fell for that shit. I raised your ass better than that." Katherine said.
"I came to tell you that I'm going away in Canada for a couple of months. Just to get away from all this media." I said.
"Well, I hope you know what you're doing. As long as you keep in touch with me to see how you doing." Katherine said.
"I will mama." I said.
I went to the LAX with Liam, X-Ray, Peanut, Skullboy, Rooftop and my entourage for my flight to Canada. Suddenly, a couple of paparazzi and from TMZ came up to me asking questions and flashing their cameras.
"Hey, Maxx! Maxx! Is it true you're a coke addiction? Did you really cheat on your girlfriend?" the paparazzi asked.
"No questions!" I said as I shoved the camera off my face and went inside the airport. Before we took off I deleted most of my photos on Instagram and went ghost from all social media. Once we landed in Canada, we stayed at a Modern escape cabin in Golden on the Blaeberry River in the Rockies.
"Yo, this is a dope ass cabin, Ly." Rooftop said.
"Yep, it's the flyest one in Canada." I said as the rest of the crew came in check out the rest of the cabin.
"Ly, this cabin is nice, man. So how long are we staying here?" Peanut asked.
"Just for a couple of months. Till all the shit in the America dies down. Come on, let's check out the rest of the cabin." I said.
The next day, the rest of the guys were going to the cabin, but I decided to stay in. I went through my phone and check out Janey Instagram page to see how she doing. I was insta stalking her. I couldn't stop thinking about her or how that I fucked up our relationship. Skullboy decided to shoot a video here in the cabin and on the snowmobile. Despite, being on vacation. The guys even had girls in the cabin.
"Hey, Ly, you wanna go with us upstairs?" Rooftop said while he had two girls with him.
"Nah, I'm straight." I said as they both went upstairs. I look inside Skullboy bag and saw Xans pills. I took one just to numb my depression.
"I can't keep doing this shit." I said to myself as I layback on the couch.
The next day, I started to exploring the outdoors in Canada. It was peaceful and quiet here. This retreat was a further attempt from the spotlight and drugs. I even decided to make new music here and in Toronto.
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Lysander
FanfictionA coming of age story, Lysander Cornelius Cawthorn, is a young man who been born and raised in Lawrenceville, Georgia. His mother, Katherine gave birth to him when she was 17 years old. Both of them had a troubled and struggling life. As a young tee...