Tell me I'm not the only one-
Who is constantly jumping between
Two minds of doubt and trust,
Worrying about now and what had been,
Trying to decipher love and lust.Tell me I'm not the only one-
Who is questioning everything,
What I do, and what you do too,
Breathing and gasping,
Always searching for a clue.Tell me I'm not the only one-
Who wants to unlock the mystery
And keep the treasures to myself,
But also, erase the history,
So that it's written with a new self.Tell me I'm not the only one-
Who overthinks every step,
Who wants you for only herself but loves liberty,
Who wants to give but never seeks help,
Control fluttering around her ability.But I haven't told you any of this myself-
So you won't be able to tell me,
Nor will you know it,
For this anxiety, from which i won't flee,
Is a welcoming confusion to be with.I will not tell you this-
It's for me to revel in,
For me to experience and learn,
I'll be a champion or give in,
But my first, is for me discearn.
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Words Of An Idle Mind
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