Learning to trust: My journal

Learning to Trust

 Monday, November 19, 2019

  Hi all. So I'm thinking you've noticed I've changed the title and cover of this book and some of you may be wondering "Why?". 

 So today on the bus I was thinking about the name of this book and what it means for me now. I realized that when I first started this book over a year ago, I was in a very different place as far as my mindset and what i saw of myself. When I first started this book I defined myself as anxious. That's who I was and i would always be that person. I realized that now I'm not that person anymore. Sure I still struggle with it and have really hard days, but that is not what defines me as a person anymore. I now see myself as a person who is learning to trust God, who has a huge potential for something bigger than being stuck in the cycle of anxiety. I am no longer bound to that horrible life that I lived just 5 or so months ago. And I thank God for that. 

 So I changed the title and cover to show that I am a different person, my life has changed and I am no longer defined by my anxiety. I am learning to Trust and that's what I want this book to reflect. I will still be talking about my struggles but now the focus will be on my growth (hopefully I can keep my writing in that direction). I hope you guys have enjoyed my book and I hope you're all excited to see what's coming next. 

 -Emmers