Learning to trust: My journal

Motivated, NOT

 Wednseday, December 4, 2019

 Sorry for not posting sooner, my last week and a half has been pretty crazy. I've had many days where I haven't even been at school. I'm in two choirs and we went to a choral festival so that took up two days of school, I've also been doing some other things with choir that have taken up my spare which is when I write on here. So yeah, my life has been pretty chaotic. 

 Honestly, I've also been lacking some motivation lately, so that's also been one of the reasons I haven't been writing much. I've intended to write but as soon as I log on my brains like "Nope, too much work". This is how my brain has been lately. I really don't get a lot done in a day sadly. I get home and intend to do homework but then I instead go on social media and don't realize that 1-2 hours has gone by. I have supper after with my family, then I clean up the kitchen with my siblings. After I say I'm going to go do something, probably painting or more homework and actually end up looking on Pinterest for the rest of the evening until I realize I really should go to bed and don't even do my devotions half the time. 

 I have a question for you guys, do you do this too? Is this just me or are most of us suffering from a lack of motivation? I feel like it's just me but usually when I feel like that there's a whole whack of others that feel the exact same way. If you've felt like this or are currently feeling like this, write a comment below. If you have advice for getting out of this rut I'd very much appreciate it. 

 -Emmers