It’s been weeks since we talk about that matter. Since that day, no one ever talks to me. Likewise, I keep ignoring them and everytime I see them laughing and smiling with Belinda, it hurts a billion times. Why do I feel these feeling? It sucks the hell out of me. It’s Sunday and I decided to date with me, myself and I. Tss. I’m dating my own d*mn beautiful happy family. Note that I said it in a sarcastic way.
I wore my white dress with beads and sequence and partnered it with white nude pumps together with my silver pouch. I braid my hair messily and apply light make up and peach lipstick. Voila! It suits me well. Makikipagkita muna ako sa pamilya ko at alam ko nang palalabasin ulit ni Papa na bumalik ako sandali galing England at babalik din kinagabihan. It’s 9 in the morning. I secure that I lock all the door of my bedroom before living it. Pinag-isa ko narin ang lalagyan ng susi ni Snoe at ng iba pang susi para hindi na mawala.
Kumatok ako sa pinto ng kwarto ni Yaya pero walang tao sa loob kaya naman bumaba ako para hanapin siya at magpaalam. I stop when I heard laughters in the living room.
“Hahahaha. You’re all crazy.”
“Hahaha… You too Belinda.” I heard them laughing with Belinda. They really enjoyed her company. Napag-isip-isip din siguro nilang boring akong kasama at masungit ako kaya naman inenjoy nila ang mas bubbly kesa sakin. Then let them be. I enjoyed being alone too without anyone of them. Tumuloy ako sa pagbaba. I can’t keep walking downstairs silently because of my shoes. Kaya naman pagbaba ko, nakita kong nakatingin silang lahat at tulala sakin. Di ko sila pinansin at dumiretso ako sa kusina. Nakita kong nagluluto doon si Yaya.
“Yaya…” I called her and she faced me.
“Oh, aalis ka?”
“Makikipagkita ako kina Mama. Remember, we have family time once a month?” Napatango naman siya.
“Anong oras ka uuwi?”
“I don’t think I can make it for dinner. O baka di muna ako uuwi nang ilang araw. I think pakikiusapan ko muna si Papa na magtatagal ako atleast one week sa bahay.” Yeah… I feel suffocated in this house. Mas nasusuffocate ako dito compare sa palasyo kaya naman napag-isipan kong wag munang umuwi dito for one week.
“Dahil ba kay Belinda? Ano bang nangyayari sayo hija? Parang muli mo na namang kinukulong ang sarili mo.”
“It’s not her Yaya… it’s me. Hindi naman ako nakawala sa hawla ko eh. Nakakulong parin ako.” Yaya smiled bitterly.
“Yaya… can I have a favor?”
BINABASA MO ANG
A Feeling So Strange 1 ✔
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