Leather & Lace: A Sons of Anarchy Fanfic

Chapter 7

Holy shit.. that was the only two words Tinsley could think at the moment. She wanted to take things slow with Jax but dammit, all she wanted at the moment, was him... in her bed. On her kitchen table, on her floor... hell, she really didn't care where. She just wanted him. The intensity of how bad she wanted him was scary. And there was nothing slow about what she was wanting. Tinsley was crazing thr kind of stuff Christian Grey did all those books.

Dropping her keys and her purse on the table by the door, Tinsley went straight to the shower. She stripped down and jumped in before the water ever got warm. She was hoping the cold shower would cool her down. She lathered her hair, rinsed, and conditioned it. She washed her body and all thoughts went to Jax. It was funny how after one encounter with Jax, she couldn't stop thinking about him. She wondered if he thought about her just as much as she did him. As she began to wash her body, she imagined it was Jax's hands washing her. She imagined him standing behind her washing the days grime off of her. Her imagination was running wild and before long she was just as needy as she was when Jax left her on her doorstep. So much for the cold shower helping with cooling her off. She rinsed and shut the water off. After toweling off, she found an old baggy T-shirt and slipped it on. She found a comfy pair of boy short underwear and slipped those on too. After she was a comfortable as she could get without Jax being there, she went into the kitchen to find something to eat. She had some left over Chinese take out and decided to warm it up. She had just sat down with her food and a glass of wine when her phone rang.

"Dammit.. I just sat down" she said to herself as she went I get her phone out of her purse. When she found it, she looked down at the screen and seen it was Jax. Her heart began to pound. Was he regretting leaving? Was he thinking about her the way she was thinking about him? She was damn near breathless when she answered the phone.

"Hey Jax" she said

"Hey yourself. Are you ok, you sound winded" he asked

"No I'm fine.. just.. I'm fine" she said

"Hey I know you said you just wanted a quiet night at home but I was thinking about going to see the kid. Want to come with" he asked.

"Jax, is that really a good idea? We aren't even.. never mind what we are. Do you think it's ok for me to visit him. We don't really know each other and it's kind of big step considering just this morning you were wanting to take things slow" said Tinsley.

"Tins, it's important to me. I want you to meet my son. I know we don't know each other that well but for some reason I feel like I have known you all my life. I trust you. And if we're being completely honest, I want to see you. But I understand if you want to skip meeting the kid just yet. Just figured I'd offer" he said.

"Jax, it's not that I don't want to go because I really do. I just don't want to rush things either. I have the same feelings about you. I feel like I have known you all my life and I trust you more than I do probably anyone else. And that scares me." Said Tinsley.

"Tins, I know what you're saying and I get it. It scares me too. Anyway, I'm gonna go see the kid. You don't have to come. But, can I come by later? I can't stop thinking about you" said Jax.

"As long as it's not too late. I've got to be at diner at 5am. And Jax, don't rush your visit with Abel. He needs to know you. You need to spend time with him" says Tinsley.

"Ok. I'll see you after awhile. If it's after 10:00 when I get done at the hospital, I'll just see you in the morning." Said Jax.

"Ok. Drive safe" said Tinsley as she hug up the phone.

She went back to eating her food and found a home remodeling show on tv. After she finished eating, she took her plate to the kitchen and rinsed it out. She went back to the living room and laid down on the couch to resume watching the tv. In this particular episode, the husband and wife duo were remodeling an old farm house of an army veteran and his wife. As she watched the show, she thought about what Jax had said earlier. He wanted her to meet his son. That was definitely a big step and she didn't quite know how she felt about it. She generally loved kids and wanted some of her own one day. But she had never dated someone who had kids. Her phone ringing drug her from her thoughts.

"Hello" Tinsley said without even looking at the called ID.

"Hey Tins" said Willow.

"Hey. What's up"

"Oh nothing much. Heard you had company last night" said Willow.

"I can neither confirm nor deny that" said Tinsley laughing.

"I hear ya how hoe bag. Give me all the details" can Willow's reply.

"My lips are sealed" said Tinsley.

"You're such a buzz kill sometimes Tins. I'm not getting laid. I need to have something to fantasize about" said Willow. Tinsley could tell there was an exaggerated eye roll in that statement.

"Well I would prefer not be in your fantasy so therefore you get no deetz" said Tinsley.

"Yeah, yeah, I hear ya. Anyway, if you aren't gonna give me all the details, I'm gonna jump off here. I hear porn hun has some awesome videos. I'm gonna have to check those out since you want to hold out on me. See you in the morning at the diner." Said Willow.

"Your better be there bitch. Wednesday morning is always fucking slammed" said Tinsley.

"I'll be there. Ok, talk to you later. Byeeeee" said Willow

"Bye girl"

Tinsley hung up the phone and laid back on the couch. She realized it was 9:30. She really should go to bed but she was too restless to get any sleep. Grabbing the blanket off the back of the couch, she draped it across her legs and continued to watch tv.

At 10:30, she still hadn't heard anything from Jax. She was worried but didn't want to bother him. He said if it was after 10 when he got done at the hospital, he would just see her tomorrow. Flipping the tv off, she turned all the lights out and crawled into bed. She was definitely more tired than she thought because it wasn't long before she was sound asleep.