Leather & Lace: A Sons of Anarchy Fanfic

Chapter 57

"Are you sure you want to do this here?" Asked Tinsley.

"We don't have another option.. you can go home" said Jax.

"True. We dont even have a home to go home to so.." said Tinsley.

Jax wanted to keep the house a surprise. He had been working day and night painting and prepping the kids rooms.

"I guess your right." Said Jax.

"We need to figure out exactly what we are before we worry about a house. I'm gonna ask you something and I want you to be completely honest with me regardless if you think the truth will hurt me or not" said Tinsley.

"Ok..." said Jax.

"Do you still love Tara?" Asked Tinsley.

"No. Not at all" said Jax.

"Did you sleep with her?" Asked Tinsley.

"No" said Jax.

"Does she have a daughter by you?" Asked Tinsley.

"She has a daughter yes but I won't know for a few more weeks whether she's mine or not. I'm thinking she isn't" said Jax.

"What would she lie about having a daughter with you" asked Jax.

"Because she knows that if she had any chance of getting me back it would be because of s child" said Jax.

"And if she is yours?" Asked Tinsley.

"Then we figure it out. I'm not going back to Tara if that's what your worries about." Said Jax.

"I am worried about that. She was your first love Jax. She will forever hold a special place in your heart." Said Tinsley.

"That might be true but I can promise you that I'm not leaving you for her." Said Jax.

"I want to believe you Jax but I asked you not to walk on me that night at the engagement party. And you did." Said Tinsley.

"I know. And I have regretted it every day since then. Tins, I can't live without you. I know I have told you this before I know I keep screwing up, but I do mean it. I love you with my whole heart. I need you in my life." Said Jax.

"You're right. It feels like we have had this conversation before and I feel like last I'm time I gave in to easy. Yes, I love you an no, I don't want to live my life without you but I can't just go back to what we were before. Not right away anyway." Said Tinsley.

"Then tell me what I need to do and I'll do it" said Jax.

"Just be patient with me. I need to get past the betrayal of you leaving like that. I might be moody. I might me loving. But it's all part of the process. I don't want to feel like I'm being used Jax. I felt like a complete fool that night. I stood there in a room full of people that idolize and respect you and left me hanging" said Tinsley.

"I know. And I'm so sorry. I know words don't mean anything without the actions to prove it and I swear I'm working on it. I'll give you whatever you need" said Jax.

"I do need to know that if Tara's daughter ends up being yours that meet her." Said Tinsley.

"That's a given. I won't be around Tara unless you are with me" said Jax.

"I don't know if that's such a good idea because I want to beat her ass for the things she said to me at the party. Again, I know you had a reputation but for her to rub it in my face that she had slept with you and knew where the "glow" I was walking around with cane from wasn't right. She had no right Jax." Said Tinsley.

"No, she didn't. And I'm sorry she did that to you" said Jax.

"I won't be pregnant forever. If she says anything like that to me again, I'll beat her ass and won't think twice" said Tinsley.

"I know. But you did get a good shot in with smacking her face" said Jax.

"That wasn't enough. I wanted to put her snooty ass through the damn thing" said Tinsley.

"I know." Said Jax.

"I mean it Jax. She's going to be a problem for me. I will tolerate her if he daughter turns out to be yours but if she says anything out of the way to me, I'm gonna make her wish she was dead." Said Tinsley.

"I get it." Said Jax.

"And further more, of you and I are going to give this a go, you have to respect my opinions as much a I do yours. If I ask you not to do something, please don't embarrass me like you did that night. Again, I won't be pregnant forever. Next time I'll make you wish you were dead" said Tinsley.

"I hear you loud and clear" said Jax.

"I mean it Jax." Said Tinsley.

"I know you do baby. Just please, let me show you how much you mean to me" said Jax.

"I'm giving you this one last chance Jax. If you hurt me like you did this last time, I'm done. I'll move back to North Carolina and you won't see the kids. That ought to give you the motivation to do right" said Tinsley.

"Baby, if you ever wanted to do anything TJ me that would make me wish I was dead, it would be taking the kids from me. Abel is my world aside for you and I love these three babies more than life itself and I haven't even met them yet" said Jax as he rested his hand on her belly.

"In that case, I forgive you." Said Tinsley.

"You don't know how sweet those words sound in my ears baby." Said Jax.

He leaned over and kissed her. He hands went to his hair, knotting in it. She pulled him closer and deepened the kiss. Jax's hands ran up her sides and cupped one breast while he kissed her even deeper.

The next thing they knew, there was someone at the door clearing their throat. Jax turned to see the nurse standing at the door.

"Can we help you" he asked.

"I was coming to make sure Ms. Andrews was ok. Her heart monitor was going berserk and I wanted to make sure she wasn't having any issues.

"Oh my god" whispers Tinsley .

"No problem" said Jax.

"I can see that now. Buzz us if you need anything Ms. Andrews" said the nurse as she asked out if the room.

"Oh my god Jax" said Tinsley.

"Well at least they are watching you and making sure your ok" said Jax laughing.

"It's not funny. She walked in on us making out. I mean you had your hand on my tit" said Tinsley.

"Yeah, I did. And I'll do it again before the day is over I'm sure" said Jax.

"Jax, we cant do that here." Said Tinsley.

"I know. But it's impossible for me to keep my hands off of you" said Jax.

"I'm being serious here Jax" said Tinsley. The smile on her face told him otherwise.

"I am too" said Jax.

"Whatever Teller." Said Tinsley.

"Whatever Mrs. Teller" said Jax.

"Not yet.. and not until after the babies are born." Said Jax.

"I won't argue with that" said Jax.

Jax got up off her bed and sat i the chair he pulled beside it. They say back and watched tv holding hands and enjoying each other's company. It wasn't long before they both feel asleep. And even though Tinsley was in a hospital bed and Jax was in a chair. They both got the best sleep either of them had had in two weeks.

Hey guys!! Just a forewarning thag thr next chapter will be another time jump. There isn't too much that can happen between Jax and Tinsley while she's in the hospital. They have had enough pain and I feel like anything. That could happen to them inside would just hurt them worse. Please keep the votes and comments coming guys! Thanks for all the views!
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