Leather & Lace: A Sons of Anarchy Fanfic

Chapter 70

Tinsley couldn't believe Jax. She wanted to believe that he had slept with anyone. She wanted to believe that he was telling her the truth but she just couldn't. She had never been so jealous over anyone. Jax hadn't hover her any reason to think that he would cheat on her in the time they had been together. But all she kept thinking about was that he didn't want her in Belfast because he was planning on getting some Irish Pussy.

Taking her phone, she called Willow. She needed to talk to her and vent her frustrations. Willow has been around Jax for some time now so she felt like if anyone had any insight as to whether Jax would cheat, it would be Willow.

"Hey hoe" said Willow.

"Hey" said Tinsley voice cracking.

"What's wrong? Why are you crying?" Asked Willow.

"It's Jax. He called a few minutes about. While we were talking the woman come up calling him baby. I flipped the fuck out. Accused him of cheating" said Tinsley.

"Tins, you can't keep accusing him. If you do he's going to end up cheating" said Willow.

"I'll castrate him if he does" said Tinsley.

"I know you would but you know what I mean. It's only a matter of time before he says fuck it and cheats because you already think he is" said Willow.

"It would kill me Willow. You know it would" said Tinsley.

"Has he gave you any reason TJ think he would cheat?" Asked Willow.

"No. I know it's just my bullshit insecurities. He just means so much to me" said Tinsley.

"I know he does girl. But that boy loves you Tins. You mean the world to him" said Willow.

"I hope your right." Said Tinsley.

"I hope I am too. You deserve to be happy Tinsley. You deserve the happy ending more than anyone else" said Willow.

Tinsley started to cry all over again. Since having the babies, her emotions had been all over the place. She could be happy one minute, crying the next, and then turn around and be pissed all over the smallest, most inconsequential stuff.

"Don't cry Tins. Want me to come over?" Asked Willow.

"No. You should be home resting" said Tinsley.

"I have been resting. I only cleaned the kitchen 3 times today" said Willow.

Tinsley had heard about "nesting" and it looked like that's what Willow was dealing with. Everyday she was cleaning nonstop. It was like she couldn't get anything clean enough.

"Willow, you are suppose to be resting. Cleaning the kitchen 3 times isn't resting" said Tinsley.

"I can't help it. I have all this energy that I can't seem to get ride of. I can't sit still." Said Willow.

"If I tell you not to come you will come anyways. So come on." Said Tinsley.

"Good thing cause I'm walking to my car right now." Said Willow.

"See you in a few" said Tinsley.

Tinsley hung up her phone and went to peek at the babies. It would be time for them to eat soon but they were all still sound asleep. She decided to call Jax back and apologize for the way she acted. She dialed his number and waited for him to answer. She as shocked when it went to his voicemail. She tried calling again and got the same result.

She began to panic all over again. Was Willow right? Had she accused him for the last time? Had she went to far? She tried once more and again, straight to voicemail.