Leather & Lace: A Sons of Anarchy Fanfic

Chapter 45

Once Jax finally got Tinsley calmed down and assured her she was ok, he passed out. He couldn't sleep. He just watched her. He got up and kept checking in Abel.

After about the twentieth time of checking on Abel, he pulled his platoon beside the bed to that Abel was a close as he could safely sleep. Jax laid down and pulled Tinsley so close to him that he couldn't tell where he stopped and she began. He forced himself to go to sleep.

He felt like he had just fallen asleep when a dream woke him. It was more like a nightmare. In his dream, Tinsley has replaced Gemma in her assault. It was Tinsley's face he saw all beaten and bruised. Except where Gemma's has been alive, those
assholes had killed Tinsley and the triplets.

Jax tried to calm himself but nothing was working. Rage courses though his blood. Even though those assholes were dead, he wanted to being them back and look them again all because of his dream. He couldn't stand to think of a life without Tinsley in it. He didn't know how he had survived as long as he had without her. He knew that if anything ever happened to her, it would be the death of him as well. The guilt alone would kill him.

Jax laid one the bed sleepless just holding Tinsley. He kissed her head every two minutes just to make sure she was really there. His movements must have caused her to stir because when he went to kiss her head again, she as looking at him.

"What's wrong" said Tinsley.

"Can't sleep" said Jax.

"Bad dream again? Asked Tinsley.

"Yea, you could say that" said Jax.

"What was it about?" Asked Tinsley.

"Nothing that you need to worry about at five in the morning." Said Jax.

"Are you sure you don't want to talk about it?" Asked Tinsley.

"Maybe after you get some sleep my love" said Jax.

"I won't argue" said Tinsley.

Within five minutes, Tinsley was back asleep. Jax laid there with Tinsley for the next three hours, just staring at the ceiling as if it held all the answers to earth's problems. At 8:00, he decided to get up and start his day.. he took Abel into thr main room of the club house and mixed him a bottle. Jax took him over to the couch and sat down to feed him. As Abel ate, Jax just stared at him.

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When Tinsley woke the next morning, Jax was already up. She laid there for minute just relaxing. She stretched and thr movements caused the babies to stir. They kicked and rolled. Tinsley loves when the moved around. She could lay there all day just feeling them move and be content. One of the babies kicked her bladder causing her to have to get up. She decided since she was already in there, she would go ahead and get a shower. Throwing her hair into Ames's you bun so it didn't get wet, she jumped in the shower and washed her body. She was just about done when she heard the bathroom door open. Peeping around the curtain, she saw Jax stripping down. He joined her in the shower.

Jax pulled her back to his front and tucked her head under his chin. His hands laid on her belly. The babies seemed to know it was him and started kicking him where he was touching her. Jax didnt say a word. She just held her for a few minutes. After awhile, Jax's  hands began to roam up her body cupping each breast on the way up. Tinsley arched into him at the feel of his hands on her breasts. Jax spun this so she was out of the spray of water and backed her against the wall. Pinning her hands to the wall above her head with one hand, Jax feasted on her neck. He kissed her deeply. He moved his way down and took one nipple into his mouth. Tinsley's back arched at the contact. Jax released one nipple only to move to the other and show it the same attention he had showed the other one. Tinsley tried to pull her hands free. She needed to touch him. But then he tried to pull them loose, Jax's grip tightened. He kissed her, pushing her back into the wall of the shower even further. Tinsley took one knee and began to rub the outside of his thigh.