Male reader x missy (editing cos I'm dumb:))

Lost

You woke up to an empty bed. "Missy?" You called out hearing a shuffling sound from the bathroom that was open slightly, missy came out wiping her mouth with a handkerchief. "Missy? What's wrong?" You asked with worry rushing to her side, you noticed that your clothes were back on your body probably down to missy.

"Nothing dear" she groaned falling into your arms. She was starting to scare you now. She held her stomach and her head like they were both hurting her.

"DOCTOR!" You screamed at the top of your lungs, cradling missy in your arms. You shushed her rocking her softly.

"Y/n what's going on?" The doctor asked rushing in with concern. She took a look at your panicked expression and the time lady wrapped in your arms. Missy's eyes started to close slowly causing you to panic more as your hearts crushed you. 

"I don't know- help me!" You snapped. 

"I've got her" the doctor said taking missy out of your arms and carrying her out of the room.  You followed closely behind checking over her features. The doctor laid her on the med bay bed carefully.

"Oh fuck" you cried out watching her close her eyes completely. Your gaze followed down to her skirt where blood soaked through. "Doctor! Tha-that's a lot of ...blood" you stuttered watching it get worse in seconds.

"I know, y/n I need you to calm down" the doctor said checking where the bleeding was coming from. She lifted her skirt showing you a glimpse of how bad it really was.

"Doctor why is it coming from there?" You asked panicking as well as embarrassed at missy's freedom down there. the doctor plugged in her vitals up to the machine. You didn't know what to do when you could only hear faint heartbeats.

"She's having a miscarriage" she whispered watching you curiously with a soft expression.

You scoffed. "I think I would know if she was pregnant... wait, Doctor don't tell me. OH FUCKING HELL. She's pregnant"

"Y/n... it's dead and she- she will be too" the doctor whispered but of course you heard causing you to snap your gaze to missy. You ran your fingers through her hair, letting the tears fall freely from your eyes.

"I won't let her" you whispered inorging the Doctor prodding her with different tools.

Then it got worse her hearts stopping completely. You and the doctor could be heard screaming, of course you louder as you watched her die below you.

"DONT YOU FUCKING DARE!" You screamed cupping her cheek.
"Don't you dare fucking leave me missy" you sighed crying hysterically now. "I love you, Huh.., You fucking hear me dear, I love you missy"

"Y/n!" The doctor yelled as you pushed every thing off the cart in on swift movement screaming at the top of your lungs.

Then her hearts stopped completely. You froze looking over to the dead woman, you didn't know what to do but your body had other ideas. Your legs running away from the problem with a trail of ear bleeding screams. You inorged the doctors pleas as your feet got faster away from it all. You fell to your knees in the console room clutching your hair in your tight fists. "Fuck!" You cried. You couldn't believe this, what the fuck would you do now.

"Well I wasn't expecting this!" He laughed. You looked up to his wide smile as he held out his hand to you.

"O?" You asked looking at him crouching down to your level. You let your hands fall from your hair as you looked at him expectingly.

"Oh my y/n, I've got the right thing for this pain" he grinned holding out his hand again. You fought so hard in your head to say no but your hand fell into his. You had just lost missy, you weren't going to lose all of her. He smiled softly placing your hand on the teleport. You adjusted your eyes to the faint sun light across the planet. You found your feet quickly rising up to his level above you. "Welcome home, y/n" he chuckled softly throwing his arms back to show you gallifrey.

"But there's ... people" you looked around at children playing in the thick grass, Spaceships Rushing past and plenty of fucking people around. You looked back at his broken gaze fixated on yours. You let another tear fall looking into his eyes that reminded you more of what you had just lost. You scoffed looking away. You clenched your jaw walking into the citadel. You didn't notice his wide smirk as he followed you in.
"Let's have some fun" you monotoned running and Avoiding the guards as you ran into a random room. "What's this then?" You asked out of breath watching him breathe erratically beside you.

He chuckled moving away from the door as the guards died down. "This y/n is the Matrix" he announced setting it up.

"Well how far does it go?" You asked forcing a fake smile. You pushed your thoughts away as you wiped the tears away with the back of your hands. He reminded you so much of missy and god how it was killing you.

He gestured for you to take his hand again which you took in an instant. "Well let's see" he whispered.