You're Not Alone

Chapter 45

Clarke's POV

After our moment we decided to go back inside because it was snowing after all.
„Are we taking Thomas with us?" Lexa asked not sure if O will be okay with that.
„Please, it's Octavia Blake." I scoffed with smile.

We walked inside and we literally couldn't even take a breath because O was already kneeling in front of us petting Thomas.

„He's so cute! Where did you get it?" She asked Lexa.
„It was quite far from here. I made sure he would have blue eyes just like you." Lexa answered and looked at me after with heart eyes.
I blushed as she kissed my cheek.
„Okay little guy you're mine for now." O stood up with grin on her face with Thomas in her arms and running away to the living room.
„Is that a dog?!" We could hear Raven right after.
„Aaand you'll never see him again." Lexa said looking directly in front of her walking towards livingroom after we both heard them squeal. I let out a chuckle as I caught up with her and held her hand.

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We were sitting in Blake's livingroom just talking and Lexa playing her guitar in a backround. I was sitting next to her with my head on her shoulder. I could listen to this all day.

„Guys we should go away somewhere since it's Christmas time." Octavia said.
„Maybe we could go to our cabin again?" We all looked at Lincoln with smile as he said it.
„Hell yeah." You could see the pure excitement in Raven's eyes. Something you could see almost all the time.
„We could stay there for New Years Eve." Bellamy sugested.
„That's what I thought you dumbass." Octavia shot him annoyed look.
„Give me a date." Lincoln said calmly.
„It's not that easy Lincoln. Tell me your type-" Raven started but was shut up by Octavia right after.
„I meant day date." Lincoln laughed.
„We could be there for 3 day or 4." Bell continued.
„Okay I'll let know my parents and see if it's avalible." Lincoln smiled.

Soon enough there was silence. We were all just quiet looking in random directions. Octavia was cuddling with Thomas and Raven, Lincoln was sitting on the cough with Bellamy next to him. Harper, Monty, Jasper and Murphy were all down on the ground in one big cuddling group with Murphy under all of them with annoyed look on his face. Lexa and I were sitting on the couch.
She stopped playing. That's what's been missing.

„Why did you stop playing?" I lifted my head up from her shoulder and looked at her.
„I already played everything I know." She smiled down at me.
She was so adorable.
„And if I find you chords?"
„Im not sure if I remeber how to play all of them but we can give it a try." Small smile appeared on her face with a bit of doubt.

„Which song?"
„Something easy." She chuckled.
„Can you play I see fire by Ed?" Bellamy asked.
„We can try." I searched up chords for Lexa to play and held her my phone for her to see.
„Will you sing?" She asked me with small smile and puppy eyes.
„Hell no."
„Please Clarke!" Raven and Octavia begged.
„Im not singing!"
„Do it for me." Lexa squeezed my hand.
I was quiet for a moment but agreed after I saw her pouting her lips.
„Fine jerks." I threw my hands in the air as everyone cheered.

Lexa put my phone on her knee so she could play and see chords at the same time. To be honest she played really well with some mistakes but you almost couldn't hear.

When we finished everyone clapped their hands and cheered.
„Woah I didn't know you could sing THIS good Clarke." Lincoln smiled.
„Im signing you up for The Voice!" Raven shouted.
„Don't you dare-"
„You shoul really try tho. Maybe it would start your career." Murphy shrugged.
„You did great babe." Lexa looked at me with heart eyes and the smile I knew so well.
„You weren't so bad yourself." I kissed her cheek and laid my head on her shoulder.

We were talking, Jasper snd Monty trying to sing and discusing the New Year's party for the rest of the night.

The best christmas I've had so far. With my best friends and the love of my life.

Heyy this bitch is alive but has no inspiration so dont be surprised if i dont show up for next month or so. I for sure will finish this book i wont leave yall hanging bc i hate it myself.
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