You're Not Alone

Chapter 55

Lexa's POV

„The prom is tomorrow!" Octavia yelled while we were sitting around the lunch table at school.
„Im so excited!" Raven clapped her hands together with Clarke. Excitement was everywhere. I felt like everyone was excited except me. I don't like dancing, dresses, a lot of people but if that's what it takes to spend the most magical night ever as Clarke called it with her then it's worth it.

„Do you have a date already?" Murphy asked.
„Duh, of course." Octavia pointed at Lincoln sitting beside her.
Everyone except Murphy and Jasper had a boyfriend or girlfriend. Monty was going with Harper, Bellamy was taking Echo, Lincoln was going together with Octavia, Raven will invite Luna and I will go with Clarke.
„What about you Murphy?" Bellamy smirked.
„You can go with Jasper if you want." Raven answered.
„No-"
„I mean I wouldn't mind." Jasper joked.
Murphy groaned and burried his head in his jacket.
„I was thinking of asking Emori." His blush was visible from the other side of the room.
„Eyyy Murphy doing the first move!" Lincoln clapped his hands.
„Good luck man." Bellamy patted his back.
„Shut up." He said through his teeth.

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„At 6! Don't forget!" Raven reminded Clarke that they are supposed to go shopping. I don't think they exactly need more dresses than they already have but okay.
„I won't." Clarke smiled and turned to me as we were the only 2 people at the parking lot.

„Im tired." She burried her head in my chest as I pulled her closer and kissed the top of her head.
„Let's go home shall we?" I pulled away and gave her a small smile. She nodded and kissed me.

We arrived to her house because that's where we were usually staying. Clarke's mom was hardly at home and Madi couldn't be at Jackson's house all the time.

Clarke grabbed my hand and pulled me inside the house. I took my jacket off and helped Clarke took hers off too.
„Do you wanna watch something?" She asked while we were going upstairs.
„Weren't you tired just a few minutes ago?" I raised my eyebrow.
„I can sleep at night. Now Im with you." She took both of my hands in hers and looked up at me with smile.
„I don't know. What do you wanna watch?" I pulled her onto the bed.
„Hmm...you choose." She cuddled closer to me.
„We've never finished Game of Thrones." I said thinking back of the time I stayed in a hospital.
„True. Do you remember what's the kast episode we saw?"
„I think it was season 2 episode....3." I paused to think.

Clarke grabbed her notebook from nightstand and placed it on her legs. She quickly searched up the episodes and pressed play.

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„When will Raven and Octavia pick you up?"
„At 6. They should be here any minute." She smiled.

Not even 10 seconds later the door opened with loud bang and we could hear both of the girls screaming Clarke's name.
„CLARKE! WE'RE HERE."
„I swear if I catch you fucking Lexa I will pass out." Raven screamed while she was coming up the stairs.
Clarke laughed while I just rolled my eyes with smile.
„It's "safe" to come in." Clarke said as she stood up and opened the door. I missed the warmth of her body immediately.
„Hi Lexa." Octavia pushed Raven out of the way and greeted me as she saw me laying on Clarke's bed with crossed arms.
„Hey." I said back.
„Would you mind if we steal Clarke for a while?"
„I would but there's nothing I can do about it." I stood up from her bed and sighed.
„Damn right." Raven winked.
„Aww baby I'll see you tomorrow." Clarke came to me and wrapped her hands around my neck.
„Yeah. I will probably hang out with the boys anyway. Bellamy mentioned something about boys night since you all are going shopping and he invited me." I said.
„Okay. Just be careful while you go there."
„I will." I smiled at Clarke and kissed her.
„Let's go. We have no time to waste!" Raven grabbed Clarke's arm and pulled her from my embrace. All four of us left Clarke's house and we've gone our own ways.

When I arrived home there was no one downstairs. But I could hear voices from Aden's room. I slowly walked up the stiars and opened the door slightly just to see what's going on.

I found Aden doing his homework with Anya in his room. They were laughing and they were probably doing math because Anya showed him her fingers so it would be easier for him to count and if he got the result right she would tickle him.

I smiled and closed the door quietly. When I opened the door to my room to find it was a mess. It's almost never messy but I stopped caring after I was in Clarke's house almost all the time. Which is kinda sad.

I hardly spend any time with Aden and Anya. They are my family and all I do is leave in the morning when Anya is already gone and come late when they're going to sleep. That's not how I should treat them. After I finish high school I will leave for college- IF I go.

Even now Im gonna leave soon and go to Lincoln's house. We couldn't go to Blake's house because when Octavia, Raven and Clarke finish shopping they will go to Blake's and have a sleep over where they will try dresses on and make-up. They haven't told me I just figured that out.

I should really clean up this mess. I got up from the bed and started cleaning up my clothes that were in the corners of my room, my desk that was just paper on paper, my school stuff and I had to put somewhere the new candles that I bought.

One paper caught my eye while I was trying to collect them and put them in my drawer. It was a drawing. A drawing of me. Asleep.

„When does she do it?" I said to myself quietly and chuckled. I took it in my hands and put it aside so I won't accidentaly throw it away.

While I was putting the candles down around my room I heard my door open and a loud scream.
„Lexa!" I wasn't quick enough to turn around and I could feel Aden jumping on my back. I left the candle where it was and quickly held Aden in place so he wouldn't fall down.

„Hey buddy. What's up?" I turmed my head around and smiled at him.
„I missed you." He wrapped his arms around me tighter.
„Aww I missed you too." I let him fall onto my bed and then I joined him.
„Im sorry. I was with Clarke." I apologized for not giving him the attention he deserved.
„It's okay. She means a lot to you and you should spend time with her." He smiled at me.

Did I use to be this smart too when I was 7 years old?

„I will have to go soon again. But tomorrow Im not going anywhere until 7 so we have the entire day for ourselves."
„Yes!" He started jumping on the bed and I just laughed.
„You better come up with a plan what to do tomorrow."

„Hi kids." Anya entired the room and leaned against the door frame watching Aden jump on the bed and me watching him with smile. My eyes shifted on her as soon as I heard her voice.
„Hey." I patted the spot next to me to give her a sign to join us.

She fell onto the bed with sigh while rubbing her eyes.
„What's wrong?" I asked.
„Nothing Im just tired."
„Work?"
„Yeah. Dylan got in trouble again amd I needed to get him out of it-"
„As usual." I finished her sentence. I know more than enough about her problematic colleague.
She smiled at me.

„Lexa said we can go anywhere I want to tomorrow." Aden told her.
„Oh really?"
„Yes."
„Well Im free tomorrow as well so would you mind if I joined you two?" Anya asked with smirk.
„We weren't even thinking about you not going." I said.

„What is that?" Aden jumped down from ym bed and took Clarke's drawing in his tiny hands.
„It's you!" He turned around and pointed at me.
„It is."
„Hmm...there's something missing." He put his finger on his chin.

Aden put the drawing on the table and sat on the chair. He grabbed a pencil and started drawing.
„What are you doing?" I asked.
„No looking!" I put my hands up and backed away.

„Fixed it!" He turned around with the drawing in his hands.
It was me. But with a moustache.
Anya started laughing and I joined her soon after.
„Don't let Clarke find out." He told me when he realized that Clarke might find it.
„I won't." I whispered back to him.

Im so sorry guyss for not updating as much. I draw a lot and hang out with my friends and do online school and I have a couple of ideas but Im almost never in a mood to write. I cant tell you when I will update next chapter but yeah dont expect it in like 3 days. What I can promise is that I will for sure finish this. I wouldn't leave you hanging like that. I just donmt know when and how will this come to an end. Anyways enjoy this chapter :D also im still shocked about clexa in s7 so that was kinda keeping me away from writing as well.