You're Not Alone

Chapter 17

Clarke's POV

Another day in school without Lexa. It's been 5 days since I saw her or heard from her.
„Excited for the party guys?" Octavia squealed.
„Is that even a question?!" Raven yelled.
„7 pm! Don't forget!"
„We know O." Murphy said.
„What about Lexa?" Raven asked while she looked at me.
„She told me she'll come when I last saw her." Bellamy said.
„Time for you to fix things." Octavia gave me stern look.
I swallowed and felt really uncomfortable. I felt uncomfortable around people I've never thought I would. It felt like nobody wanted me there.
„I gotta go. I'll be back." I stood up and went to find Wells.
„Wells. Good I need your help." I said as I saw him leaning against his locker.
„What's up?"
„We have a party today and Lexa is coming. I need your advice because you're the only one who actually listens to me."
„Alright. Try to slowly approach her when she's alone and apologize. She'll forgive you immediately because she loves you too much to be angry." He said with smile. My heart stings when I hear she loves me.
„I don't know if I can do this. What if she'll just push me away like she did last time."
„You're not serious are you?" He raised his eyebrows.
„You're the one that pushed her away. But okay that doesn't matter right now. You got this okay?" He put his hands on my shoulders and smiled.
„Thanks." I smiled back and hugged him.
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I came back, sat down and looked at Octavia who had annoyed look on her face.
„Enjoyed fucking Finn?" She said.
„Stop." I gave her angry look.
After that we were silent. Some of us scared to say something and some of us thought it was waste of time.

I met Finn after school. We went to get coffee and donuts.
„Okay I got 4. Strawberry, vanilla, chocolate and caramel. Which one do you want?" My heart froze. I remembered when Lexa bought exact same donuts.
„Uhh Clarke?" He waved his hand in front of my eyes.
„Strawberry and chocolate." I smiled and took a sip of my coffee.
„What were you thinking of ?"He sat across the table and smiled as he placed his hand on mine.
„Nothing. I just zoned out." I gave him a kiss and ate my donuts.

Bellamy🔔: guys Lexa's not coming

Raven👑: WHY???

Bellamy🔔: she said she has to go somewhere

Murphy🦗: well at least she's not dead

Octavia🔥: tell her we miss her

Lincoln🏋🏽‍♂️: im sure she knows that

Jasper🦠: she can walk already?

Bellamy🔔: yep she's getting better....well

Raven👑: AT 7!!!!!!

I put my phone down and looked at Finn.
„Who was that?" He asked.
„Groupchat. They're talking about party tonight. It's at 7."
„Are you going?"
„Yeah. Raven would never forgive me if I wouldn't come." I chuckled.
„You wanna come?" I asked him.
„I don't think that's a good idea." He shook his head.
„Come on it's gonna be fun." I squeezed his hand and looked at him with puppy eyes.
„Okay." He kissed me and smiled.
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Lexa's POV

I drove to the arena where I had trainings. I wanted to take some pracitce.
My leg hurted but I could try.
I took a ball and started doing little jumps but everytime I jumped I felt pain.
„You shouldn't be doing this you know." I heard voice behind me.
„Aren't you suppose to be at the party Bellamy?" I asked.
„I knew you would be here I wanted to check on you." He smiled.
I looked at him. My eyes were slightly red and I was shaking. Even tho I was quite fit, I felt so weak. I haven't eaten much or slept for 5 days.
„You can't play Lexa. Your leg still hurts and you look like a zombie." He held me.
„I don't. Im fine." I pushed him away but fell on a ground after that.
„Im taking you to hospital. Abby will look at you." He said and helped me to his car.