You're Not Alone

Chapter 47

Clarke's POV

Lexa fall asleep while we were back on our way to the cabin after Octavia amd Raven returned from the bathroom. Her face was so peacuful, her lips slightly parted for better breathing. I had to fight the urge to kiss her but I didn't want to wake her up.
Luna behind us was asleep as well and I caught Raven looking at her miltiple times.

„Hey psst! Clarke!" Octavia whisper-yelled at me to not draw any attention of the others in the van.
„What?" I whispered back.
„We need to talk when we arrive." She had serious face.
„Okay." I gulped.

Did I do something?

„How long Monty?" Bellamy asked.
„Just one more hour." One more hour but it felt like forever.

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„And we're here guys." Monty parked in front of the cabin we all knew so well.
„Lexa, baby wake up." I lightly shaked her shoulder.
„Already?" She groaned as she squinted her eyes from the bright light.
„We can leave you here all night if you want to."
She opened her eyes with annoyed and tired look. I chuckled and stood up. We got out of the van and grabbed our stuff from the trunk. As I was walking towards the cabin so I could put my bags down someone grabbed my arm and pulled me behind the cabin.

„What the- Octavia are you crazy?! You want me to have a heart attack?"
„I told you we need to talk."
„Okay first of all. I really wanted to go shopping with you but Lexa was sick and I couldn't leave her like that. And second-"
„What are you talking about?" Raven interrupted me with questioning look.
„So we don't need to talk about this?" I blushed from embarrassement.
„No. This is more important than shopping."
„Okay well...go on." I started to get nervous.

Raven walked up to me a bit shy and nervous. I've never seen this girl shy before. This had to be serious.

„Clarke I...There is a thing I've been thinking about a lot and I know that you can probably help me with that a bit but first you deserve to know that-"
„That you like girls?" I raised my eyebrow but not in a surprised way.
„How?"
„I know Raven. I see how you look at Luna."
„Am I really that obvious?" She burried her head in her hands and groaned.
„Yep." I laughed together with Octavia.
„But hey...it's cool. You are who you are and nobody can change that. Being bisexual or lesbian-"
„Bisexual." She interrupted me.
„Being bisexual doesn't define you as a person. It doesn't change your personality it doesn't change how we look at you. Love is love. And Im more that sure that others will be happy for you." I smiled and hugged my best friend to let her know that she has all of my support.

„Now if you don't mind. I would really gladly go inside because my fingers will freeze and fall off." Octavia said and we nodded.

We entered the cabing to see Lincoln carrying our bags to our rooms with Lexa and Luna helping him.
Bellamy starting fire in the fireplace. Harper and Monty doing some food. And Murphy laying on the couch with Jasper next to him.

„Is there something we can help with?" I asked.
„There are Christmas decorations in the basement." Lincoln said as he was walking downstairs.
„I can get them." Murphy stood up from the couch and walked away.
„What are we gonna do with them if we have no tree?" Jasper asked.
„There is a small town 20 minutes away. There is a christams market every year amd they sell trees. A lots of them. It's not that late we should be good if we go now." Lincoln said.
„I can go with you man." Bellamy offered and Lincoln nodded.

„Is there anything else we can do?" Raven asked.
„Not really. You can either help with food or unpack your stuff in your rooms."
„Okay. Be careful guys. The road can be slippery." I said before Octavia kissed Lincoln and hugged her brother like if they are actually going to die.
„We'll be back soon with the most beautiful tree you've ever seen." Bellamy yelled before Lincoln closed the door.