You and Me, Forever

I Don't Know How To Forget You

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This is a converted imagine off of Tumblr. All credit goes to owner/ writer.

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Camila's POV

The knock on my door started me from where I lay on the couch, eyes glued to the television. I slowly get up, hesitantly reaching for the doorknob when the knocking begins again except louder than before.

I swing the door open to come face to face with Shawn, his arm is leaning against the door frame, hair a messy heap on his head.

"What are you doing here?" I mutter, hiding slightly behind the door.

"I wanted to talk to you," he states, tone firm.

"You could have rang," I snapped.

"I tried, but every time it rang, miraculously, you never answered," he smirks and I so badly want to wipe it off his face.

"Did you have the right number?"

"I'm not an idiot Camila,"

"Some would say differently," I murmur and he sends me a sharp look, his eyes darkening.

"You are so frustrating," He tells me, running a hand through his chocolate locks.

"And you're infuriating, nothing new," I shrug, moving to shut the door.

"Can you stop pissing me off, just for a minute please," Shawn shoves the door back angrily and I let out a sound of surprise.

"Then why are you even here?" I question my voice raising.

"Dammit, I wanted to see you because ever since that day you've been avoiding me like the plague," The door slams shut.

"Maybe you are a freaking plague Shawn,"

His lips slam against mine, his body edging me back until I'm against the wall. Shawn's heated lips are tugging emotions that I like to think I had buried away after the harsh words he spoke to me.

"Shawn," I groan against his mouth, my hands fisting the black tee he wears, the rational side of my brain happily staying silent. Then, however, his hands trailed lower and I burst back into reality.

"Get off me," I shove him and he stumbles back in shock. "Say what you have to say then get out of my house,"

"I don't think you'll want me to leave after what I'm about to say,"

"I was going to say you have 10 minutes but after that comment I'm cutting it down to 3," I cross my arms over my chest, leaning on the wall for support as Shawn rolls his eyes.

"When I said those things-"

"What things? How you didn't need me and how my presence was overbearing and as if you couldn't breathe?" I yell, my anger resurfacing. "How you needed someone better and I wouldn't be able to handle you? Oh yeah I remember those things,"

"Camila," he pleads, and I fall silent, glaring daggers at him.

"Spit it out,"

"When we would talk about us, as a couple, you always said it meant nothing and I know I should have stayed silent when it was obvious you were only saying that because you were upset by something but I was too proud to not say something.

"All those words meant nothing. I've always been cautious with relationships but I think I'm catching feelings for you," He trails off, eyes boring into my own. The brown depths pulled me in, holding me tight.

"If you have my heart, then there's no way I want it back because I don't know how to forget you and when you left that day telling me to, believe me, from then on I tried but every single thought I had was consumed by you,"

I breathe out shakily.

"I'm pretty memorable,"

"Would you stop joking?" He snaps and I cough back a laugh.

"Sorry continue," I motion for him to start again and he takes a breath. "a minute 30 left by the way,"

His glare is piercing and I can't help but laugh.

"What I was saying," He raises his eyebrows and I raise my own back. "I'm in love with you and everything I said was just me covering for the hurt I felt by you seeming not to care if I became your boyfriend,"

"You remember how before you said you weren't an idiot?" I ask, smiling gently.

"Yeah,"

"Love can make you an idiot," I smile at him and he rolls his eyes. "And I, Shawn, am also an idiot because I'm in love with you too,"

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