You and Me, Forever

That Night

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"So how's Jeff?" his eyes glint mischievously as he turns to look at me, our attention quickly focusing on the other rather than the movie.

"Jeff?" I hum, raising an eyebrow at him.

"You know, your boyfriend?" the way he says it makes shivers crawl up my spine.

"He's good," I murmur, turning away from him.

"Just good?" he prods, nudging my side with his elbow making me squirm.

"He's amazing," I sigh, looking back at him. "He's so kind and patient, never rushes me into anything I don't want to do." I pause, my eyes locked onto Shawn's, his face blank of emotions.

"He listens to me, I listen to him. We work well together,"

"Do you think he might be the one?" Shawn questions just above a whisper.

No words come out my mouth as I stare at him. Was my relationship with Jeff endgame? I had no clue.

"Why would you ask me that?" Instead comes out my mouth.

"Curious," he whispers and in that moment it felt like the room heated up. It felt like the skin of my thigh that was resting against Shawn's was on fire.

"I don't know, it's too soon," I whisper back, unaware that I was moving closer to him.

"You've been dating for 7 months," Shawn states, reciprocating my movement.

"Does that mean I have to know now?" I ask sarcastically and Shawn smirks.

"It's usually a good clue for a relationship," Shawn looks like he wants to say something else.

"Maybe he is, maybe he isn't," I shrug. There was tension in the room, something that was unsaid between our friendship that was bound to come out soon. That time seemed to be now.

"Do you love him?" Shawn's eyes blaze at the question, passion glowing in them.

"I don't know," I breathe the words, my face inches from his. I hadn't even realized we'd gotten this close. The last time I'd been in a position like this with him was 9 months ago- before Jeff- where Shawn and I had kissed.

Deep in my soul, I knew I wanted to kiss him again. I wanted to feel his heated lips pressed against my own as my hands trailed up his back to tangle in his hair. I shouldn't want this- crave this, especially when I had Jeff.

"Why did you run away from me last time?" Shawn asks me quietly, immediately I know he's thinking about the same thing I am.

"I.." I can't find the words again. "I was scared,"

He freezes, his nose brushing the tip of mine and my cheeks burn at the contact, his presence did things to my body that never occurred when I was with Jeff.

"Of me?" his eyes drop to my lips before flicking back up.

"I don't think I could ever be scared of you Shawn," the thought making a smile appear on my face at the absurd question.

"Then what?" His tone is soft, weary. This is the most we've ever talked about it. After our moment of passion I had fled- not wanting to see Shawn. After that searing kiss I had buried my emotions in fear of being hurt by him.