You and Me, Forever

Talk To Me

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"Bubby... please." She whispered, fingers running through his hair as he laid his head in her lap, face buried in her thigh as he cried, trying to his best to hide his tears.

Shawn came home from his meeting today absolutely defeated and she couldn't find out why. When he walked in the door, he walked straight to her and practically fell into her, crying into her shoulder as she was frozen with shock, taking her love in her arms and rubbing his back, trying her best to hold the much larger man.

He never got like this. Of course Camila had seen him cry, insecure, anxious and everything else but never like this. He couldn't even talk, just gripping onto her tighter and tighter, his tears soaking her leggings.

"Baby." She pleaded, "you gotta talk to me... please don't hold all this in, my love. Please."

He shakes his head, wiping his eyes with the back of his hand but she quickly takes it, interlocking their fingers together, bringing his hand up to her lips, leaving a long kiss on it.

He slowly pulls his head up and they instantly meet eyes, her other hand cupping his face and wiping away his tears, leaning forward and pressing a soft kiss onto his forehead.

"I did everything I could." He hoarsely began, his voice shaking, "I just want everyone to be happy and they all hate me now. I keep ruining everything when I try and make it better."

"No, you don't." She instantly cooed, pulling him up to sit next to her, "why would you say something like, Shawn? Millions upon millions love you, darling."

"I-I don't know! I go on Twitter and everyone's mad! Mad about too many shows in one place, not enough in another, they want me to do festivals, they don't want me to!" He rambled, "what do I do? Please... please Camila tell me."

She shook her head, kissing the man's hands and forehead once again before pulling him into her embrace, afraid of going too far during his sensitive state and stuck with lifting her hand, having her fingers run through his hair, "you are the most kind and generous man I have ever known. You can't make everyone happy, baby. You can't and it sucks I know. But you are doing everything you can and more. You're doing so amazing, my love... c'mere let's go take a bath."

He weakly nodded, a feather soft kiss being pressed on her cheek as he stood after her, his grip tight on her hand as she led him into their bathroom. He stood close to the girl as he watched the water fill up the tub, the heat from the water carrying slightly into the room.

"Do you need help, sweet boy?" She whispered, softly tugging on his shirt, "whatever makes you comfortable."

He nodded, letting her remove his shirt, his own shaky heads removing hers after watching hers fall to the floor, shyly pressing his lips onto hers and taking him into her arms, the lovers both rubbing each other's backs.

"I'm sorry." He whispered, pulling back and wiping his runny nose, shyly looking at his feet before removing his jeans and boxers, watching as she does the same, "I overreacted."

"Not in the slightest." She disagreed gently, holding his hands and leading them both into the large tub, the couple cuddling into each other as they sat in the warm water, "never apologize for feeling. Okay?"

"Okay."

She leaned back into him, smiling as she felt his warm chest pressed up against her back, giggling as she felt his lips pressing onto her shoulder before he started humming softly in her ear.

"I love you so much, Shawn." She whispered, head falling back on his shoulder, "please don't be afraid to tell me how you're feeling."

"You wanna know what I'm feeling now?" He chuckled, kissing her cheek and squeezing her into him.

"What?"

"That I'm gonna marry you."

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