You and Me, Forever

Insecure

Disclaimer: THIS DOES NOT BELONG TO ME.

This is a converted imagine off of Tumblr. All credit goes to owner/ writer.

This da link of the original imagine: https://illuminateshawnn.tumblr.com/post/157370125008/insecure

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Camila's POV

Even though Shawn's managers didn't necessarily want him going to my prom, he told me he was going anyways. Most everyone at my school knew I was dating Shawn, so his safety wouldn't be a problem although his management thought so. I bought my dress a few months ago. It was a red two piece and the top of it was beaded with red and gold all over. It was beautiful.

"Babe, I haven't showed you my prom dress yet, have I?" I asked, not being able to remember if he had seen it. He shook his head no and I led him up the stairs to my room. I was excited for him to see it. I knew he would love it. I took it out of my closet, unzipping the bag protecting the dress. I put on the top, it fit perfectly. The skirt, however, did not. Whenever I tried to zip it, the zipper wouldn't go all the way up. I stared at myself in the full length mirror in front of me. Not only did it not fit, it didn't look nearly as good on me as it had months before. My stomach appeared pudgier and the dress didn't flatter me at all.

"Can I come in now?" Shawn asked, sounding impatient. I didn't answer him but he walked into my room anyways. I wiped tears away from my eyes. "What's wrong love?"

"It doesn't fit anymore." I mumbled, gazing down, not being able to look him in the eyes I was feeling so insecure. My tears dropped onto the carpet floor.

"Hey, look at me." He cooed. He took my chin between his fingers and pulled my head up so I was looking at him. His eyes stared back at me in complete admiration. "Who cares if it doesn't fit now? You're gorgeous no matter what size you are."

I tried to cheer up, but I just couldn't. I felt as if I had gained so much weight, even if it was only five or ten pounds. I took the dress off, changed back into my other clothes then cuddled up next to Shawn. He rubbed my back soothingly. Tears threatened to spill over once again and I wiped my eyes. Shawn noticed that I was crying again. He kissed my cheeks where the tears fell.

"I know this is a big deal to you, but I promise that it's not that important. You're the most beautiful girl I've seen no matter what." He spoke softly. He kissed my lips tenderly and I kissed back. I pressed my lips against his harder than before, just trying to forget how worthless I was feeling at the moment.

His tongue parted my lips and played with mine. We kissed passionately, our hands roaming all over each other. My mind was taken away from what I had been feeling moments before. I was out of breath from kissing for so long, I pulled away from Shawn.

"I love you." I whispered against his lips.

"I love you too, baby girl." He said back. I laid against his chest smiling at how beautiful he knew how to make me feel, no matter what the circumstances.

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