You and Me, Forever

Season 11 Episode 21

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She was boiling mad, shooting him glares throughout dinner. He tried to eat with his eyes down, knowing he was in trouble, but every time she'd huff he'd sigh and every time Camila scoffed he'd whine.

"Baby! I'm sorry!"

"Don't." Camila raises her hand to stop him.

"I couldn't sleep on the bus! What was I supposed to do?"

"Watch something else? Play a video game, fucking call me and ask if I'd stay up just a bit later to watch the next episode too?"

"But you'd already gone to bed!"

She shakes her head, standing with her plate and walking past him to the kitchen.

"Babe, I'm sorry." He followed her.

"Sorry's not gonna cut it Shawn. You promised we'd watch the rest of the season together!"

"I haven't finished the season!"

"But you've seen the most important episode!" Camila glare at him, hands on herhips.

It's silly really, the fact that they were fighting over a TV show. But with the lengths their relationship goes through physically, him being miles and miles away, watching a TV show together sometimes can be the only thing at the moment they can do together.

That is unless someone, Shawn, watches 3 episodes past what the agreement was and is now 3 episodes ahead.

"I'll rewatch them with you."

"Damn straight you will."

"I'll get your blanket if you set it up?"

Camila sighs, nodding at him and heading off to the living room to light a few candles and turn the TV on, main light off.

She sits on the couch, clicking play and curling in on herself as she lets the recap suck her back in to where she left off.

"You started without me?" He asks as he walks in, now wearing his sweats, holding herblanket.

"It's not like you missed anything you haven't already seen."

His lips seal together and he drapes her blanket over her in silence, cautiously sitting next to her. He lets his arm fall on the back of the couch around Camila, and he moves a little closer, already knowing whats gonna happen and how much support she'll need.

Camila huffs, grabbing her blanket and standing, planting herself on the other side of the couch.

"Really?"

"You don't deserve to get to sit next to me while we watch. I wasn't able to sit next to you, so you can't sit next to me."

He groans, crossing his arms and turning back to the TV.

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Throughout the episode he catches himself watching Camila and not the show, he's itching to hold her, to soothe her, to be there for her.

"Do you see his fucking head, he needs a CT." Camila yells at the TV as they carry him out on the stretcher. "Take him to Grey Sloan, these assholes are too good to save his life."

Shawn tries to hide his snicker, and instantly regrets all his decisions even more than he already did. He wishes he could go back and exit the app on his phone. Turn Netflix off and watch youtube videos instead. He wishes he was going through this with her right now.

"HE'S FUCKING TELLING YOU TO GET A GOD DAMN CT SCAN!"

He's trying so hard not to just jump across the couch to hold her.

"A DINNER? That's so much more important than a mans life eh? Don't fucking walk in here thinking you're hot shit and it's all her fault. If y'all bitches weren't so insecure about women knowing what the fuck we're talking about then Derek, McDreamy, Shepard wouldn't be brain dead on your table, so kick yourself out and not her!"

The second the screen flashes back to Meredith opening the door, and Camila's first tear drops he's wrapping her in his arms so fast she didn't know where he even came from.

"He knew he was gonna die, and he couldn't even say to them to tell Meredith goodbye, that's not fair!" Camila cries into Shawn's chest, fisting his shirt in her hand.

"She knew Honey."

"She's been through too much, and these dumbass doctors don't know jack fucking shit. She better name her baby Derek."

Shawn's eyes go wide. "How'd you know she was pregnant?"

"When they showed him saying 'Let's have more' I was like great, she's gonna get pregnant and he's gonna die, that's fucking great."

"Oh Honey."

"This is too much for my fragile heart, I'm an emotional mess and this show just keeps killing people."

Shawn laughs, kissing the top of her head. "Do you wanna find a new show to watch?"

"NO!!" 

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