The Mistress' Affair

Kabanata 19

His

SPG - Lengwahe

Nandito ako ngayon sa loob nang sasakyan ko, sa tapat nang isang coffee shop. Matagal ko nang pinasundan ang mga pinag-gagawa nila at bawat araw ay kinamumuhian ko silang dalawa lalo.

Hindi ko alam kong anong meron sa babaeng iyan. Magandang mukha at malumanay na boses lang naman ang meron sya. Yes, I admit that she has an angelic face but I know for sure  deep inside her devilish attitude lies within waiting to be unleash.

Don't be deceived by this kind of charm.

We don't really know if she's clean either.. you know, with the nature of her work probably she's already been knocked up by some dirty old man. I'm not judging, I'm just being realistic. You know!

Bata palang ako alam ko na ang sitwasyon nang Mommy at Daddy ko. They've been fixed to expand the business, they had to produce an offspring to preserve the bloodline and it's business, they have to be together because of the business. Purely business. Business. Business!

Despite of the material things they've given unto me, I can't really say that I am lucky to have this life. Who would've be? I prefer living a simple life with a complete and happy family than having this messy life I have right now.

Kahit mahirap basta magkakasama.

Wala ako nun.

Walang ganun sa mundo ko..

Nakita ko na papalit-palit nang babae si Dad and I also witnessed how devastated my mom was everytime she knew about it.

"Wala ka na ba talagang respeto sa akin bilang asawa mo ha! Oh kahit sa anak mo nalang! My God! Seriously? Usap-usapang sa office mo talaga at sa secretary mo pa!? Ha! Funny because you FVCKED your secretary in the company...WHICH HAPPENS TO BE MY COMPANY AS WELL!"

And as usual todo deny na naman si Dad. Paulit-ulit nalang! Huli na nga sa akto, dine deny pa rin.

Tuwing nag-aaway sila, I'm just watching from afar... crying. Like seriously, I need attention too! When I have problems at school nobody's there to cheer me up. I know how lame it is to not pursue my studies seriously just because of the situation. Despite all of this, I remained the top student of our class because I want to prove something! But I got disappointed day by day everytime when no parents showed up to hand me my medals every recognitions.. It's always been our driver and my Yaya.

But as time passes by parang nasasanay na ako. I got used to it.
Ako ang naging comforter nang mommy ko and God knows how pity her a lot pero anong magagawa nang isang batang katulad ko noon? Wala.. and it really hurts me a lot realizing it nowadays. Sana pala nung nakita ko si Dad na may kasamang iba ay tinaboy ko agad ang mga babae nya.

I hated my Dad more when my mom tried to end her life just because she can't handled the pain anymore. She was depressed! Luckily, our servants found her on time, sent her to the nearest hospital and survived. 'Cause if she didn't I don't know what I would do.

One time I asked her. "Bakit di mo nalang kaya iwan si dad, Mom?" hinalikan nya lang ako sa noo at umiling.

"I want you to have a complete family anak."

I was not satisfied with her answer so I asked her again. "Even if it's hurting you?"

"Yes. Someday you'll understand okay?" I innocently nodded. Even though I have tons of questions inside but I opted not to ask.

That's why I promised to myself that someday I will make my Dad felt the same pain that my mom felt. And 'till now I'm rooting for it to happen.

When my mom had undergone lots of therapies, I was left alone in our mansion. It feels like an empty castle abandoned by the King and Queen. While I was trying to figure out things alone, Dad on the other hand had been busy working and of course to her girls.

Di pa rin natuto. Sa kabila nang kanyang pangako na hindi na uulit pa'y nagawa nya pa ring lokohin si mommy. Ang kaibahan nga lang ay patago na nya itong ginagawa and I witnessed it firsthand. Palagi ko syang pinasusundan at minsan ako talaga personally ang sumusunod sa kanya.

Ngayong araw mukhang nagpapa-alam na sila sa isa't-isa.

"Ohh what a bittersweet scene, we have right there." madramang sabi ko matapos halikan ni Dad ang noo nang babae nya.

"Come on! I know you can do better than that." Dagdag ko pa.

From the past years I've witnessed how Dad changed his girls every week.. FUBU perhaps. Pero lately napapansin kong tila nag iba sya. No girls, no FUBU's! At masasabi kong ngayon ko lang sya nakitang attached na attached sa isang babae.

Hindi ko alam kong matagal na ba ito tapos ngayon ko lang napansin.. Oh ewan.

That's why I got curious. I made some background checks and do a lot of stalking, for me to know the enemy well. What's so special about her that my Mom don't have. The looks? Maybe not, even my mom is aged she still looked beautiful as she was before. Nothing's changed really.

I don't know.

Mukhang tinamaan ata ang gago!

Too bad.

Naalala ko tuloy ang unang pagkikita namin nang babae ni Dad which is LEXI pala ang pangalan. Oh diba pangalan palang pang pornstar na. Ooppss! My bad.

Hindi ko naman talaga nakita ang panloob niya. It's just that, thats the only way i think I could strike a conversation with her. Pamasid masid lang kasi ako sa mga kababalaghang ginagawa nila noon kaya nung nagkalakas loob na akomg kilalanin sya'y sinunggaban ko na.

I would certainly not believe na wala pang nangyayari sa dalawa. She's an entertainer afterall, her job is to entertain people. Knowing the history of my Dad baka nil*spag nato.. (sorry for the term) Well, Dad has the money and the looks. Pera naman talaga ang hanap nya diba? Bonus nalang pag may itsura. Desperate to reach on top ehh?

I felt so disgusted by the both of them especially to the girl but I dont understand why I kissed her in front of the Police station. I looked like a hungryman who devoured every corner of her lips.

My mind keeps saying 'stop' but the my actions did otherwise.

Paulit ulit sa akin ang pakiramdam nang halikan naming dalawa. Her soft lips. A lips of an angel indeed but I felt sour all of a sudden when I realized that Dad was kissing to that same lips.
He devoured it the way I did and who knows they did something farther than that.

Realization hit me. Maybe I was just thrilled to kissed my dad's girl. A challenge for me to work hard for.. It's like hitting two birds in one stone. First, I can emotionally hurt my Dad since I observed he's into her AND I can take revenge on my mother's behalf!  Poor them. Well sorry not sorry.

This is gonna be fun!

I was just starting to make a move when I found out that sasama si Dad kay Mommy papuntang States upang magpa Chemo. Yes, after suffering great heartbreak and deppression she now have a Cancer.

I know she can get all away with it. She's a fighter.

Meanwhile, I'm gonna be staying here for the company and do the rest of my plans. It's so satisfying to see Dad hurting, wiping his own tears while heading to his car right now.

Call me rude, the hell I care.. He deserves that anyway.

But mom suffered more than that. I want more and I know I can do more!
And I want to see the girl suffer as well.

She tolerated Dad to be with her even though she knew from the start that he's been married. They were happy while my mom's miserable. I am just returning the favor.

"It's showtime."

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