After
I woke up feeling tired and sore down there. Naiiyak ako na natatakot, andami kong 'paano' sa aking isipan.
At the back of my mind it keeps on saying, 'I told you, you gonna regret this now.'Yes, yes I know!
What happened last night is real for sure, but the memories are still blurry. My head still hurts though and my world is still spinning, fucking hangover.
I am wearing my underwear now, siguro ang taong iyon ang nagsuot sa akin nun. I also saw blood on the sheet, a sign that I already lost my virginity to a stranger! Inilibot ko ang paningin ko sa kwarto at ang magagarang gamit ang agad kong napansin, kung sino man ang may-ari nitong kwartong ito ay paniguradong may kaya sa buhay.
Kailangan ko nang umalis.
Isa-isa kong kinuha ang damit ko sa may lamesa at dahan-dahang sinuot iyon lahat. Nilagay ko na rin sa bulsa ko cellphone kong fully charge na. Paika-ika akong naglakad. Bago pa ako makaabot sa pintuan bumukas ito at pumasok ang isang lalakeng naka topless na may dala-dalang isang tray ng pagkain.
"What the! Ikaw!?" Galit kong sigaw habang tinuro sya. Gusto kong maiyak at maglumpasay sa kahihiyan dahil sa nangyari. Seriously? Sa lahat nang tao bakit kay Rod pa, masaklap guro ko pa sya! Nakakaputangina lang.
Balak ko nang umalis at nagmartsa na palabas nang higitin nya ako pabalik. "Eat first. Sabay na tayong pumasok. May damit ka na ring susuotin doon para hindi mo na kailangang umuwi."
"No! Uuwi na ako." Pagmamatigas ko at sinubukang kumawala sa kanya.
"Just follow what I said. After all responsibilidad kita matapos ang pangyayari." Giit nya. Hindi naman ako nagpadala sa mga salita nya. It is so unusual for a guy like him to know about responsibility after a one night stand.
I nonchalantly laugh. "Don't act as if it's your first time to experience this thing called 'one night stand' SIR Rod."
He put the tray on the table.
He seemed amaze about what I said. "Oh, so it's a one night stand then?"
Lumapit sya sakin at paatras naman ako hanggang sa wala na akong maatrasan. This scene is quite familiar, me being pinned down in the wall. I get rid with that thought and think about how can I escape to this man.Itinukod nya ang magkabilang kamay nya sa magkabilang gilid ko. "Don't act as if your experienced when we both know for a fact that, that was your first time." May halong diin nyang sabi sabay nakaw nang halik sa aking labi.
I got offended so I slap him and kick his balls, hard. Napadaing sya sa sakit kaya kinuha ko ang pagkakataong iyon upang makalayo sa kanya.
Ayaw kong umuwi nang talunan dito. Wala naman na akong magagawa, nangyari na iyon at hinding-hindi ko na mababago pa. May kasalanan rin ako sa mga nangyari kahit na sabihing lasing ako nun.
I don't want to be that kind of girl na clingy pagkatapos makuha Ang pagkababae nila. Never.
"Don't make this as a big deal Rod. By the way, thanks for the experience, I somehow enjoyed it." And for the last time I winked at him. So much for this crap, I immediately leave his place kahit na paika-ika. When I'm in a crowded place I tried not to walk like that. Tiis-ganda nalang, nakakahiya lang kasi, parang inararo nang kalabaw ang pagkababae ko sa sakit. Leche!
Nakauwi na ako at naalala ko ang cellphone ko kaya ni-check ko ito.. sila Karen ang inaalala ko, baka nag-alala na ang mga iyon kasi bigla akong nawala kagabi. Wala itong missed call, but has one answered call, it lasted for about 40 seconds at wala na akong ibang maisip na sumagot nang tawag kundi si Rod lang. Putek, alam ko bituka nung babaeng iyon, iba-ibang scenario na ang naiisip nun panigurado.
Balak kong sa hapon nalang pumasok. Matutulog lang naman rin ako doon at higit sa lahat ayaw ko na munang makita ang pagmumukha nang Rod na iyon.
Nagtext na rin ako kay Karen na masakit ang ulo ko, subalit ang gaga nireplyan ba naman ako nang, 'yung ulo mo lang?'
Inosenteng tanong ngunit hindi ko masagot-sagot. Buti nalang may pahabol na 'joke lang. Sige ako na bahala.' kaya hindi na rin ako nagreply at natulog nang mahimbing.
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Sapo ko pa rin ang gitna ko dahil sa sakit nang pagka-sipa nang babaeng iyon. But above all, I was really bothered by her attitude. Kakaiba sya sa lahat nang babaeng kakilala ko, at sa naikama ko. Looks like she's not an easy prey to catch.
My plan is to take her somewhere private and talk about life to know her more but it seems like our supposed to be 'talk' went wild.
At first, I was there watching her dancing when guys started to become touchy so that's the time when I entered on the show.. and throw death glares to every guys who want to lure her around. I started losing my sanity when she grinds her round ass on me. Damn girl.
What happened last night was not really planned. Nadala lang talaga ako kaya hindi ko na napigilan and to my surprise she was a virgin. I thought they've done it already with my dad or to any rich man out there, knowing the nature of her job but I was wrong.
Still, it doesn't really change the fact that they've had a thing.. my mom's been hurt as I am too. Her virginity will not change my perception about her.
I decided to clean up the bed. The blood was still in there and her soft moans were still on head. I need to washed this off, I can't be this affected for a girl.
Walang epekto ang pagligo sa init nang nararamdaman ko ngayon kaya napilitan akong magsarili. Ahh. This is bad.
As expected, hindi sya pumasok sa time ko. Great! We're back to this 'avoiding' scheme again. I was kinda worried about her but I tried to knock it off. Hindi pwedeng ako ang mahulog sa sarili kong bitag, lalo na kung tuso rin ang kalaban ko.
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The Mistress' Affair
RomanceWARNING: |SPG| |R+18| This happens when you let someone takes you for granted. You're going to be WASTED.