TPS: Axel de Ayala [BXB]

TPS: Chapter 10

[] Axel de Ayala

Nakaupo kami ngayon ni Kaenu na magkaharap. Ramdam ko ang tingin niya sa akin habang ako ay nakayuko sa kanyang harapan at hiyang-hiya sa kanyang nasaksihan.

Fuck! Why did I forget to close that fucking site? And yes. I watched porn last night. A gay porn to exact. Hindi naman kasi talaga ako dapat manunuod noon but I got curious. And curiosity kills the cat. And here I Am facing the consequences.

Fuck! Someone shot me in the head for my sanity.

I sighed as I brush my hair at saka ako nag angat ng tingin kay Kaenu. He still looking at me with a very confused face.

Damn!

"It's alright Axel. I don't mind" Kaenu said and smiled at me sweetly. At potangina lang. Normal pa bang tigasan sa isang ngiti lang? Normal pa ba ako? Hindi naman ako ganito sa lahat ng babaeng nakakadate ko.

Even though they flirted at me and smiled at me with a seductive face. Hindi naman naninikip ang pantalon ko.

Kaenu is the only one who can make me my buddy hard effortlessly. He's really something. And it makes me crazy.

Last night. While watching the video I even imagine myself above him while I thrust to the deepest part of him. A whimpering, moaning, gasping for air Kaenu would be so fuckin's sexy. Fuck! I'm a pervert. I know.

"Yeah. T-thank. I was just really-"

"It's alright Axel. Hindi ka naman siguro bakla di ba?" He asked me innocently. Damn! Of course I'm not.

"Of course. I'm not." I replied.

Kaenu nodded and smiled at me.

Huminga naman ako ng malalim para pakalmahin ang sarili ko. I glanced at the work clock at nakita kung magtatangahali na pala and we haven't eat anything.

"Are you hungry? I'll cook. Do you have anything you wanted to eat?" I asked him.

I saw amusement on Kaenu's eyes. Pero kaagad din itong nawala at napalitan ng lungkot. Is he always like this?

I mean he always looks so different. Sa pagsusuot pa lang ng damit alam kung may iba talaga sa kanya.

"Is there something wrong?" I asked him.

Umiling naman ito sa akin bilang sagot nito. He sighed and looked at me.

"Honestly, Axel you're my first friend ever at ikaw lang iyong taong nakakalapit sa akin ng ganito. I don't why. But I feel comfortable with you. I feel like there's really something in you that makes me calm. It's like you're my cure." Ani niya.

I smiled out of the blue at lumapit sa kanya. I don't know what makes me feel happy when he says that he is comfortable with me.

I pull him into a hug. Ramdam ko naman ang pagkapit ng kamay niya sa suot kung damit.

"Me too. I always feel like you're connected to me." I said to him almost a whisper pero alam ko naman na narinig niya iyon.

It's true.

Since the day I met him. My eyes always wanted to see him. Not just my eyes but I guess my heart too?

I don't know if this is what they call love. Pero hindi naman ako naniniwala na may true love talaga.

But with Kaenu. I guess it is. Hindi ko pa lang kayang aminin sa sarili ko na gusto ko siya because this will be my first time at sa isang lalaki pa.