Playdate

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We were both panting and gasping for air when our lips parted. He looked at me for a moment, like he's asking me for consent.

I wasn't in my right mind. Bukas ko na lang siguro isisisi sa alak. I clung to his arms and I felt his lips nibbling on my neck, giving me a spark of emotions.

His hand trailed down on my stomach as he kept on sucking on my thin skin. I felt his hand inside my shirt at maging pagtabig niya sa suot kong panloob. I gasped when I felt him flick my nipple, which is so sensitive to his very touch.

His lips left my neck and he bit on my shirt, at titig na titig siya sa akin habang palapit muli ang mga labi niya. I opened my mouth and I felt the thin fabric of my shirt on my lips as he kissed me. Kinagat ko ang tela na ipinasa nya sa akin gamit ang labi niya at ramdam ko ang pagkabasa noon dahil sa laway naming dalawa.

He lowered his head and I felt him unclasp my brassiere and split second, he was sucking on my nipple like a small baby while caressing the other.

Soft moans left my mouth as his lips left my breasts to kiss my thighs. Ibinaba niya ang suot kong shorts at pagkatapos ay tinitigan niya ang parteng iyon. I looked away, feeling my cheeks flushed because of the way he looked at it. Sunod niyang ibinaba ang suot kong underwear and after that, he spread my legs wide and planted small and feathery kisses on my mound, making me whimper in pleasure.

Akala ko, nagbago na ako. But after all these years, nanghihina pa rin ako kapag siya na ang kaharap ko.

He bit the skin around my clit, then he used his thumb to expose it more. He gently pulled the skin on top of my pussy and focused on licking and nibbling on my clit, kaya naman napasinghap ako. I could feel my nipples and my clit hardening, making it protrude more and easier to suck on!

I squirmed when I felt how fast his tongue moves. Parang mababaliw ako sa sensasyon na idinudulot nito sa akin. Hindi ko tuloy malaman Kung saan ako kakapit. He kept on moving his tongue in a circular motion at parang mawawala ako sa katinuan kapag bigla-bigla na lang niya iyong kakagatin at hihigupin.

"Mmm..." napaungol ako nang impit nang maramdaman kong ipinasok niya ang daliri niya sa kaloob-looban ko. I can actually feel my pre-cum dripping as he kept on nibbling on my clit and started thrusting his long fingers in and out of me.

I tried to pull back pero hinila niya ako gamit ang kabila niyang braso, and he just won't stop playing with my clit using his tongue!

He even looked up at me to see my expression kaya naman pumikit na lang ako. I can't even look him in the eyes!

"Ah!" I let out a loud moan when I felt my pussy pulsating, and I felt that something is about to come. "Stop! Stop!"

But he did not do as I say. Ibinuka niya pa lalo ang hita ko at naramdaman ko ang pagbilis ng paghinga ko nang ipasok niya pa ang dila niya kahit naroroon pa rin ang mga daliri niya.

I bit my lips and put my hands on the back of his head and looked up at the ceiling. Napaliyad ako nang maramdaman ko na malapit na ako at pilit na lumalayo sa mukha niya. He pulled his fingers out at hinawakan ang magkabila kong binti, and he licked me from my asshole up to my clitoris.

I felt my body convulsing as warm cum started dripping out of my pussy, and he won't stop licking my love juices. He looked up at me na ngayon lang naghahabol ng hininga at nangangatog pa ang mga binti.

Naramdaman ko na lumapit siya sa akin at ginawaran ako ng halik sa labi, at halos malasahan ko na ang sarili ko. Nanatili akong nakapikit at pilit na iniisip kung ano'ng nangyayari ngayon.

He cupped my face and whispered, "I'll just get the condoms."

At doon na ako biglang natauhan at napamulat. Parang bumalik ako sa tamang pag-iisip nang umalis na siya sa kama at pinanonod ko siyang maglakad papunta sa drawer niya para nga kumuha ng condoms.

Hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko. Nagpadala na naman ako sa emosyon. Nakaramdam ako bigla ng takot. Why the hell are we doing this? Ganoon na lang lahat? Kakalimutan ko na agad ang lahat ng mga ginawa nila sa akin nang gano'n-gan'on lang? Why am I letting him have his way on me again? Ganoon ba talaga ako kadaling paikutin? Paamuhin?

I shook my head and closed my eyes. I really hate myself for being so easy to play with, for being so gullible! Huwag kang magpadala, huwag kang magpaloko na naman! Don't do the same mistake twice! You know full well na may iba siyang gusto kahit noon pa man! Maybe he's just telling me he sees me more than just a friend dahil gusto niyang gawin sa akin ito! Baka tigang lang siya ngayon!

When I heard his footsteps, mariin kong ipinikit ang mata ko at nagpanggap na tulog.

Kia, don't let him in. Kia, push him away. Kia, stay strong.

Ramdam ko ang pagbigat ng kama, senyales na nandito na ulit siya. Nahiya tuloy ako bigla dahil wala man lang akong saplot. Pero hindi na iyon mahalaga!

He won't fuck me while I'm asleep, right? Right?

"That's so unfair," I heard him whisper na parang natatawa pa. "Why did you leave me hanging? We're not done yet..."

Kinabahan ako bigla dahil inisip ko na gagawin pa rin niya kahit na natutulog ako, but I felt his hands on the back of my head at nang iangat niya ang ulo ko, nagulat ako dahil naramdaman ko na nilagyan niya ako ng malambot na unan sa ilalim niyon.

"Na-eat-and-run ako."

Muntik na akong matawa dahil sa sinabi niya pero pinigilan ko lang talaga ang sarili ko. Kasalanan mo 'yan. You deserve it!

I felt him press a kiss on my temple and then down to my lips to give a soft peck. He cupped my face at naramdaman ko ang mabilis na pagtibok ng puso ko. "Hindi ko alam na mababaliw ako sa'yo nang ganito..."

I felt his hands touching my hair, at naramdaman ko ulit ang paglapat ng labi niya sa buhok ko. "I want you to need me like I need you..." mahinang bulong niya, at ramdam ko ang paghuhuramentado ng puso ko. "I know this won't be easy, but I won't stop. I'll make you mine. I swear I'll do things differently this time."

As I'm slowly losing consciousness, dahil na rin siguro sa alak at sa pagod buong araw, I barely heard everything he was saying, pero nakikinig pa rin ako kahit wala na akong maintindihan.

"I can't imagine my future without you..."