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"It started out not too badly. I thought that I could be a bit more confident if I lost a few pounds, but that soon spiralled out of control. I forgot who I was and what I liked to do. I didn't have any energy to pursue anything that I...
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Ever since Namjoon had been chosen as the leader of the group by Bang PD-nim, he had taken his job very seriously. He was the official spokesperson, the one who the others depended on to give them guidance and inspiration. Namjoon might not have been very experienced back then. He made many mistakes that made the others resent him. But he had learned. He had learned what was required of him and what the others needed after a hard day. It took time, but now, most of the others came to him when they had any problems. They accepted Namjoon's position and his actions.
Even if Namjoon didn't fully understand why people called him a "president" or that nonsense, but he did appreciate it. It made him feel like he was doing a good job.
He tried his best to listen to the others, to their opinions and voices.
So when Hoseok tapped his shoulder after the show to tell him about what had happened when Jin had gotten his nosebleed, he listened. Hoseok gave him a description of what Jin had looked like and about the fear in his eyes. When Namjoon looked into the dancer's face, he could see a different kind of fear in Hoseok's gaze.
He was worried for Jin.
To Namjoon, it was a bit of an annoyance that Hoseok insisted they hold a group meeting at the dorms after the concert. He didn't see any reason why Jin's condition was that concerning, but if Hoseok was worried, then there must be a reason why. Namjoon was tired; he had gone through the final songs just dreaming of getting some rest. Practicing eighteen hours was no easy feat.
But if Hoseok wanted to talk it out, then they would.
The others exchanged worried glances when the dancer had told them about the talk they were going to have. Jin, especially, looked terrified.
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"You wanted to talk about something?" Yoongi asked. His neck pillow was around his head - there was no guarantee he would stay awake for the talk.
They looked strange - some sleep-deprived boys sprawled around their living room to talk.
Hoseok rubbed his hands together, nodding. "There is something important that we all need to talk about."
Jimin and Taehyung glanced at each other.
"I cleaned my room yesterday, don't worry!" Jungkook said.
Namjoon groaned internally. He wanted to sleep. But as he gazed around the room, he noticed the horror in Jin's eyes for the first time. He looked like he was hiding something. The eldest had a faint smile on his face, but it didn't match the look in his eyes. Namjoon looked away. He wondered what Hoseok was going to say.
"No, it's not about you Jungkook." the dancer said in a soft voice. "It's about Jin hyung."
"What?"
"Why? I don't understand. What happened?"
Yells with varying volumes filled the room before Hoseok screamed at them to shut up.
