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CHAPTER 32

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Lily's pov.

I threw my bag on my bed immediately I entered my room.

I sat in my work area and began doing my homework.

School was actually really uneventful and that made my day literally. Nothing can actually spoil my mood right now.

Kristine walked in with a scowl on her face.

Hold that thought...

"What crawled up your ass and danced?" I asked her and she rolled her eyes.

"It's died." She said and started aking of her socks and I sent her a confused stare.

"What crawled up your ass and died, that's the saying." She clarified and it was my turn to roll my eyes.

"I say what I want." I turned back to my homework. She came over and sat beside me.

"I saw what happened at the party you know." She started and I shrugged.

"I know you don't drink, so what happened?" She asked. "Nothing." I answered casually.

"Is it cause of Seth? Is that why you were so rude to him?" She inquired and my skin began to crawl with annoyance.

"Why would I care about anything he does? I'm the one playing him!" I snapped rudely and she jolted back in shock.

"You're still doing that?" She said through clenched teeth.

"Yes and I don't see any problem with it." I seethed and she glared at me.

"You have no idea what it's like for people to toy with your emotions!" She yelled in anger.

"I don't know how it feels for my emotions to be toyed with?!!! Me?!! Do you even hear yourself?!" I stood angrily causing the chair I was sitting on to fly behind me.

"That's the reason you shouldn't be doing this in the first place!!" She yelled in frustration as she pulled at her ear.

"No...that's why you shouldn't act like you know any better! Cause I've been through this! Not you! Never you! You've had everything you've ever wanted handed to you on a silver platter!!! And what do I get?!! I get played! Toyed with! You get friends! Popularity! Loving parents, not parent...PARENTS! You are not in the position to tell me to not toy with people's emotions! Atleast your emotions are still intact!!!" I yelled and took a deep breath after. That speech really took a lot of air.

There was a long pause, neither of us said anything and I was about to leave when her voice halted me.

"Loving parents huh..." she laughed bitterly as she shook her head.

"Loving parents...If I have loving parents then what the fuck am I doing here?!! In a completely different country!!! Instead of with my fucking loving parents?!!" She spat and I wanted to answer but she cut me off.

"In that sick little head of yours, do loving parents send their kids to other countries?!! Do they send them away?!! Do they yell at them every fucking second?!! Do they tell them they're worthless?!! Annoying?!! Ugly?!! Stupid?!! Do they call them a wastage of time?!! And space?!! And air?!! What do you think loving parents do? Sorry if I don't have a clear understanding of what loving parents do, but I'm sure you can enlighten me." She spat the last part and I blinked.

Impossible.

"Uncle Tom and Aunt Regina would never do that." I whispered. It's not that I thought she was lying. I'm just...trying to convince myself.

"Well off course they would never do that...not to their precious niece, their productive, responsible beautiful niece. If only it could be the same for their own damn daughter. And here goes their precious niece assuming stuff she doesn't know shit about. But it's okay *sniff* I see why they like you." With that said, she bolted out of my room with glistening eyes and slammed the door behind her.

The fuck just happened?

That can't even be true, but then again how could she lie about that?

My uncle and Aunt are the nicest people you would probably meet in your life.

Wait why didn't she tell me before now? How could she keep that to herself? Does my mom know?

A million questions and thoughts fluttered around in my head but only one remained constant.

I'M A DICK.

I can't believe I said all that. Although she was the one who was all up in my business.

Could you stop being a self-centered bitch for once? Think about how she feels right now? She could have hated you for stealing her parents love. She could have been a jealous brat. Instead she still loves you, the least you could do is care.

For the first time that stupid ghetto voice wasn't talking shit.

I actually need to get out of the house.NOW.

I can't stand my room right now. I ran downstairs and out of the house.

I know exactly where to go.

In a few minutes I had successfully arrived at my familiar icecream café.

It feels like it's been months since I've been here but in reality, it's only been minutes.

"That's the longest you haven't visited. Is everything okay?" The familiar lady at the front asked me and I smiled softly.

"Everything is perfect." I lied smoothly through my teeth and she smiled back at me.

She gave me my usual order and I sat beside the window. I stared out the window as I took my ice-cream.

Everyone walked around like life is perfect, but it's actually not.

Everyone is hurting deep inside but they put on an emotionless mask over their face, so noone can know what's going on in the inside.

The person sitting beside you in the train could be depreesed. The person you bumped into at the mall could be having frequent panic attacks. The person who you left the door open for could be planning on committing suicide.

You never know...

"Didn't know you still came here princess." Emmett's voice broke into my thoughts.

I quickly stood up and left the shop.

I need a break from frustration...

And annoyance...

And the need to stick an electric chair up someone's ass.

Yes I need a break from all that.
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