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CHAPTER 40

Extra long chapter for being lazy over the past days🙂

Let's move then...
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The car ride was silent for a while, not the suffocating type of silence though, just comfortable.

"You could start anytime now." Kaz said, not showing any signs of impatience. I took a deep inhale through my nose and let it out through my mouth.

"It's just Samantha..." When he didn't say anything, I decided to continue, I guess he really is a listener.

"I've had a crush on Emmett for a pretty long time..." he froze in shock. I raised an eyebrow in question, "What?"

"Nothing." he shook his  head, "Continue."

ok then...

"Off course I told Samantha that. We came to school today and I saw her and Emmett looking happy. Found out they just got together. I confronted her about it and she said she also liked Emmett. She also said I don't like him and that she is the one who truly likes him. She said Emmett likes her cause she's smarter, prettier, skinnier and white." I ignored the gasp Kaz let out beside me as I sneered the last word.

I clenched and unclenched my fist feeling angry. but I felt this hollow weight at the pit of my stomach. 

Pain.

"I'm going to be brutally honest with you. What Samantha did was completely wrong but have you really thought about what she said?" I kept silent, signaling him to keep talking.

"You don't really look very heartbroken, sure you feel pain, maybe disappointed, kind of betrayed. But not really heartbroken. I think that's cause you don't like Emmett."

I opened my mouth and closed it again.

"You're telling yourself you like Emmett cause you don't want to accept that you like someone else. Probably because that person is bad for you or this person is not exactly your ideal type. Or I could just be talking loads of bull." He ended in a monotone voice.

I let his words sink in and stared out of the window.

"Oh we're here!" I exclaimed quickly leaving the vehicle. I walked to his side of the vehicle and stared at hum thankfully.

"Thankyou for this." I said even though I truly believed what he was saying was crap.

"You're welcome. Just think about what I said and try not to overwork yourself. Good luck Tiny." He gave a half smile before reversing and leaving my driveway.

Tiny? That's a first.

I walked inside and was immediately engulfed in a group hug, I pulled apart a little to look into the eyes of my bestfriend and cousin.

"We're so sorry." Juls muffled voice spoke up from my left boob.

"I'm fine." I said smiling.

Juls smiled back.

I- Irritated

M- Miserable

F- Flustered

I- In need of comfort

N- Neglected

E- Ending

Yep, just peachy.

However, Kristine could see right through my lie, but chose not to comment. Judging by her hard gaze, we were going to talk about it later.

"Lunch is here sweetie!" My mom's beautiful voice yelled from the direction of the kitchen. I quickly  walked to the kitchen and saw plates of chips and ketchup with chicken and salad on the table.