The Reality of Our Lives

Toxic⚠️

Chelsea's thoughts*- After i got home from school i texted Jaden and told him that we need to talk. He told me to meet him at Palo's house. Before i drive off in my mother's car i start getting my words together. I didn't want to make it seem like I'm leaving him for someone else. I also didn't want him to get upset. Caleb was very adamant about me getting the proper time being single after breaking up with Jaden. I told him that i didn't need time because Jaden and I haven't been seeing each other much. We really haven't even been sleeping together since he started doing music. Which is why i truly believe that we grew apart from each other. I know that I'm sincere about my separation from Jaden because I'm not even sad about it. I have been praying that we still have a good relationship for Janiya. I arrive at Palo's house and Jaden texts me telling me to come inside. I go to the door and automatically smell the marijuana aroma. Jaden let's me in and tells me to follow him to the room. His eyes are very hazy and red. He seems very calm and tired. I could tell that he was already high. I know that Jaden smokes and sometimes he pop pills. He rarely ever gets drunk. I go into the room and sit on the bed next to Jaden. He has on a white O-Dog with Nike shorts and and slides. He leans in to kiss me and starts feeling on my breast. I grab his hands and maneuver them into his lap.
Jaden- "So what is it that you have to talk to me about?"
Chelsea- "Well i just been doing some thinking."
Jaden- "What have you been thinking about?"
Chelsea- "Our relationship. I think we need to separate."
Jaden- "Huh? You must be doing a YouTube prank?"
Chelsea- "I'm serious. I want things to still be good between us. We can still be friends."
Jaden- "Stop playing you know you're mine forever."
Chelsea- "I'm really serious right now. Do you not see how we have grown apart?"
Jaden- "Why are you saying that?"
Chelsea- "You don't have time for me. I can't even remember the last time we have been on a date."
Jaden- "You should know that i have to work to make sure that our daughter is good. I don't like to be away from y'all but i make that sacrifice for my family."
Chelsea- "I get what your are saying but then again you don't always have to work. You literally are sitting her getting high with your friends."
Jaden- "Well of course I'm going to have to check in with them. Then you know what i have to do so don't act like that."
Chelsea- "No i really don't. You choose to do that."
Jaden- "I can't believe you right now. I make everything easy for you to just go to school and tend to Janiya. I can't believe the words that are coming out of your mouth. You seem really ungrateful. I've done everything for you and Janiya. I took so many risks for y'all. I'm not complaining about it but damn i can't believe you're judging me."
Chelsea- "I'm sorry that it seems like I'm judging you because I'm not. I appreciate everything you have done for us. I really hope you continue to work hard but i just want to separate."
Jaden- "I'm not hearing that bullshit. You want to go on a date? Let's go right now. We can go whatever you want to go."
Chelsea- "I'm fine Jaden it's too late."
Jaden- "You want to go shopping? You need to go get your hair did or something?"
Narrator- Jaden hands Chelsea some money but she refuses it.

Chelsea- "I'm fine thank you. I just want to separate."
Jaden- "You're really blowing me high right now."
Chelsea- "I'm sorry and i hope we can still be friends."
Narrator- Chelsea attempts to leave but as soon as she gets up off the bed Jaden grabs her by the arm. She tries to pull away from him but Jaden overpowers her and pulls her to his chin and tries to kiss her. Chelsea snatches away from him but Jaden aggressively grabs her again. Chelsea gets scared and stops trying to flee away from him.
Jaden- "It dont sit well with me how you're all of a sudden trying to leave me. You never said anything about what you just told me until now. Do you got another nigga on the side of something?
Chelsea- "No i just want to separate. I'm not happy."
Jaden- "Oh wow. Yeah something definitely isn't right. You've never said this before. Where is you phone?"
Chelsea- "I'm just trying to go. I do not want to argue with you Jaden."
Jaden- "If you don't have anything to hide you shouldn't mind."
Chelsea- "I don't ask to go through your phone though?"
Narrator- Jaden hands Chelsea his phone.
Jaden- "Go ahead and go through it."
Chelsea- "Nah I'm good."
Narrator- Chelsea hands Jaden his phone back and tries to head out. Jaden grabs her and snatches her phone from out of her possession. The two start tussling over the phone. Chelsea tries her best to get the phone back but Jaden pulls it away from her. She jumps on his back and Jaden falls backwards on the bed. Chelsea lands on the floor while Jaden starts going through her phone. She lays on the floor as if she's hurt to try to stop Jaden from peeping through her phone. Jaden continues to go through her phone and he sees the name "Caleb ❤️🙈" in her recent messages thread. His face turns red and he gets angrier.
Jaden- "Let's see who this nigga is."
Narrator- Chelsea heart starts pounding and she begins to sweat. She sits up against the wall with her knees to her chest. She's secretly praying that Jaden didn't see Caleb's name in her phone. Jaden calls Caleb and Caleb answers on the second ring.
Caleb- "Hey beautful."
Jaden- "Fuck nigga you been talking to me fiancé?"
Caleb- "Who is this?"
Jaden- "This is her fucking fiancé bitch."
Caleb- "You sound like you're upset."
Jaden- "How long y'all been talking?"
Caleb- "Where she at?"
Jaden- "Did you fuck her?"
Caleb- "You're in our business. Don't do that?"
Jaden- "Fuck nigga i asked you a question."
Caleb- "Where she at?"
Jaden- "She's right here with me. Where she's suppose to be."
Chelsea- "Jaden we are not together anymore!"
Jaden- "Shut the fuck up hoe!"
Caleb- "You need to give her back her phone and leave her alone. You're acting like a female."
Narrator- Jaden hangs the phone up and throws the phone to Chelsea's face. The phone hits her face and makes her bang her head against the wall. Jaden walks over to Chelsea and slaps her. He picks her up by the hair and slams her to the bed. Chelsea tries to hit him back and lands a punch to his face. She gets up and runs to the door but Jaden catches her and pulls her by her shirt and rips it up. He grabs her by the neck and slams her against the wall. Chelsea starts crying and screaming. Jaden pulls her down by her neck, to the floor, and gets on top of her while pinning her arms to the carpet.
Jaden- "STOP FUCKING YELLING BEFORE I HURT YOU!"
Chelsea- "GET OFF OF ME."
Narrator- Chelsea starts crying and gives in completely. Jaden continues to pin her down. Palo hears the noise and comes into the room.
Palo- "Alright bro she had enough."
Narrator- Jaden gets up and starts breathing heavily. His shirt is torn up and he has scratches on his face and arms. Chelsea is crying and shaking with bruises all over her. Her face is red and lip is busted. She grabs her keys and phone and heads out the door sobbing.
Palo- "You ok Bro?"
Jaden- "Yeah i just gotta let a hoe be a hoe."