The Reality of Our Lives

As a woman

*Jadens thoughts*
I tossed and turned all last night and finally fell asleep. I had a nightmare that left me with cold tears falling from my face. I dreamt of my mother visiting me at Peyton's house. She laid in the bed with me and said "Jaden, i love you so much but you need to change your ways. You are reminding me of your father." As soon as i tried to lean up to talk to her she vanished. I woke up angry at the world but most importantly angry at myself. My heart was beating so fast that i got up to look in the mirror trying to figure out if it was really just a dream. I kept thinking about what she said. I hated when people compared me to my father. I walked into the kitchen and opened the medicine cabinet. I saw Peyton's prescription pills and i grabbed the hydrocodone bottle. It was only one left but i was hoping it'll be more so i could take them all and end all of my pain. I feel that there isn't anything for me to live for anymore. My parents and the love of my life are gone. After thirty minutes pass i start to feel very drowsy. I go to the bed and lay down while sweating. I closed my eyes hoping that I'll get atleast another glimpse of my mother. I go into the bathroom and lay in the tub while the water continues to rise. I put my head under the water and start breathing water into my noise, trying to drown myself. After coughing extremely bad i get out and fall to the bathroom floor . I lay there until my alarm clock goes off for me to get ready for school. I feel like i can't let nobody know how I'm feeling anymore. What would people think if they knew i was really suicidal?
Narrator- Princess and Brandon are at school talking to each other.
Princess- "I don't think it's a good idea to go into your mom's closet without her permission.
Brandon- "She's clearly hiding something."
Princess- "You don't know what she's doing and just because you see Jaden's mom name on the box doesn't mean you should be snooping around in it."
Brandon- "Jaden said my dad told him he had sisters and brothers he don't know about. Wouldn't you like to know if you had other siblings?"
Princess-"Brandon don't do it."
Brandon-*shakes his head* "Jaden deserves answers."
Princess-"Why do you worry so much about Jaden?"
Brandon-"He's my brother and he expressed to me before how he deals with a lot internally."
Princess- "He's a drug dealer and he's probably doing other stuff he shouldn't."
Brandon- "Don't call him that."
Princess- "I'm just calling it like i see it."
Brandon- *shakes his head at Princess*
Princess- "Do you think that your mom and dad are getting back together?
Brandon- "He's been around a lot since Jaden left but I don't want to see it."
Princess- "Why not?"
Brandon- "My dad has other women and he was so upset that my mom took Jaden in."
Princess- "Well In other news Chelsea is having her baby shower soon are you coming?"
Brandon- "If Jaden is coming yes."
Princess- "I don't think Chelsea wants him to come."
Brandon- "He's the father he should be allowed to come."
Princess- "He cheated on her and hurt her."
Brandon- "I understand that but he's still the father of the baby."
Princess- "I'm helping her plan it and i don't think he should be allowed."
Brandon- "It isn't your baby shower and you shouldn't persuade her to do that. The baby needs both parents."
Princess- *rolls her eyes* "He'll probably be trying to make drug deals at the shower. Shaking my head the ghetto."
Narrator- Shanae picks Jaden up from school.
*Shanae's thoughts*
I want to know if he's cheating on me so i plan to go through his phone. I want to know who is 'Chels'.
Jaden- *gets in the car* "Hey bae, how was your day?"
Shanae- "It was good what about yours?"
Jaden- "Alright now that I'm with you."
Narrator- Shanae and Jaden goes to Peyton's house and into Jaden's room. Jaden goes to the bathroom to take a shower and leaves his phone in the room.
*Shanae's thoughts*
I been watching him put his passcode into the phone so i finally figured it out. I unlock his phone and go through his messages. I see hella bitches in his iMessage threads. One caught my eyes that said from "My Queen👑💜". I go through the messages and find out her name is Chelsea. The girl is pregnant and they just broke up a month ago. My stomach ties into knots. My eyes turn red and my adrenaline starts rushing. I get her number from his phone and call her.
Shanae- *calls Chelsea*
Chelsea- "Hello?"
Shanae- "I'm coming to you as a women because I'm Jaden's girlfriend and i just went through his phone. Are you pregnant by him?"
Chelsea- *laughs* "No I'm not pregnant by him and i don't even know who that is."
Shanae- "Isn't your name Chelsea? I'm reading these messages and y'all talking about a baby?"
Chelsea- "I don't know what to tell you."
Shanae- "You must found out that he wasn't the father or something."
Chelsea- *gets upset* "No i found out he was cheating and my best friend caught him redhanded."
Shanae- "Oh so that was your best friend. Wait Peyton's daughter is your best friend?"
Chelsea- "Yes can i help you?"
Shanae- "He never told me about you."
Chelsea- "He never told me about you either but that's how shit works with him."
Shanae- "Have long have y'all been dealing with each other and how far along are you?"
Chelsea- *hangs up the phone*
Shanae-*starts crying*
Jaden-*walks back into the room with a towel around his waist and sees that Shanae has his phone in her hands and is crying* "What the fuck?"
Shanae- "You have a whole baby on the way?"
Jaden- "Did you just go through my phone?"
Shanae- "You have a whole fucking baby on the way?"
Jaden- *sighs* "So you went through my phone?"
Shanae- "I just got off the phone with your baby mama."
Jaden- "What the fuck did you just do?" *walks over to Shanae and pins her to the bed*
Shanae- *tries to escape but cant* "Let me go you're a cheater and you have a baby on the way."
Jaden-*starts kissing on Shanae's neck and works his way down to her pussy*
Shanae-*cries but doesn't stop Jaden*
Jaden- *starts licking on Shanae's clitoris and fingers her* "I'm sorry let me make it up to you."
Shanae- *pushes Jaden's head down and rubs her hands through his head*
Jaden- *sticks his dick inside of Shanae's pussy and starts stroking her pussy*
Shanae- *moans*
Jaden-*looks into Shanae's eyes* "I love you baby and I'm sorry i hurt you."
Shanae- *moans louder*
Jaden-*strokes faster and starts choking Shanae while looking into her eyes* "Do you still love me?"
Shanae-*moans loud* "Yes."
Jaden-*slows down strokes and starts tongue kissing Shanae* "I'm going to change for you because i love you and i don't want to lose you."
Shanae- *moans*
Jaden- *starts stroking faster while rubbing her clit* "Do you forgive me?"
Shanae- *moans louder* "Yes daddy."
Jaden-*cums on Shanae's stomach* "I love you."
Shanae-"I love you too."
*Shanae's thoughts*
I don't want to leave Jaden because i love him so much. Its hurting me because he actually has a baby on the way. I can't believe he hid this from me. I'm not letting this go so easily no matter how good the sex is.

TO BE CONTINUED...