The Reality of Our Lives

Jaden's side of the Story

Jaden's thoughts- I never wanted to put my hands on a woman ever. The first time i caught myself in the moment was with Shanae. Now, i have actually abused a woman. I didn't mean to hit her but i was so hurt by what she did to me. After everything i did for her, she just slapped me right in the face for it. I stopped cheating and i finally just focused on my bag but that wasn't enough to satisfy her. I have never been so broken-hearted. I can't even look myself in the mirror anymore. The sad part is that i didn't know when i was going to stop. What if Palo never came into the room? What if i kept choking her? What if i killed her? I woke up feeling like a pussy. I couldn't even text her to apologize because the damage was already done. I was just waiting for the police to show up at my door any moment. I decided it'll be best if i don't even go to school today just in case they pick me up. I'm certain that as soon as she made it home her mother was questioning her about her black eye and busted lip. I was confused as to why nobody texted me about it yet. I wasn't even motivated enough to go the studio. I start thinking about what my mama would think about me now that I'm a spitting image of my father. I dose back off and envisioned that my mother was right beside me. As soon as i fell into a deep sleep it felt like she was right beside me. When i turned over to face her she wouldn't turn around to face me. I kept thinking the reason she wouldn't face me was because of who i became. I tried to pull her over by grabbing her shoulder but then i woke up. I am just so angry inside. If she really cared about me she would have been there for me in her last moments. I didn't even know that she was sick. I am going to stop caring about if she's happy with me or not because obviously she didn't care enough about me missing her. Chelsea played with my feelings so i have every right to be upset. We were engaged and she ruined it all for a guy she barely even knows.  The thought of her fucking another man makes my blood boil. My phone goes off and it's a text message from Brandon.
Brandon- How come you aren't at school today?
Jaden- I'm not feeling well.
Brandon- Why didn't you tell me what happened to Chelsea?
Jaden's thoughts-
Here we go... She must have told Princess about what happened and Princess of course must have told Brandon.
Jaden- I can't even explain, I'm just fucked up.
Brandon- Yeah you are. You shouldn't text her while she's driving!
Jaden- Huh?
Brandon- Stop acting slow...I'm talking about you texting Chelsea while she was driving causing her to run into a ditch!
Jaden- Oh yeah we already had that talk.
Jaden's thoughts- She must have told everybody that she ran into a ditch or did she actually get hurt?
Jaden- How does Chelsea scars look today?
Brandon- I don't know bro she has on a full face of makeup.
Jaden's thoughts- I want to text Chelsea so bad but I'm sure the outcome won't be good. I atleast want to know that she's doing okay. I'm just going to pop up at her parents house to see Janiya. I'll just ask her parents how everything is going to see if they'll tell me anything. I go over to Chelsea's house and Ada answers the door.
Ada- "Hey son, why aren't you at school today?"
Jaden- "I wasn't feeling well this morning and now I'm better so i figured I'd see my baby girl."
Ada- "Come on one then. My husband isn't here so I'm glad you stopped by because i do have to get out and grab some stuff to cook and pay some bills. You think you could stay and watch her for some time?"
Jaden- "Yeah i can. I don't have anything planned today."
Narrator- Jaden picks up Janiya and starts hugging and kissing her. She starts giggling and mumbling her baby talk. Ada grabs her purse and heads out the door. When she leaves out of the driveway, Jaden goes into Chelsea's room and starts going through her things. He notices that all the pictures they had together on her mirror has been removed. Jaden sees Chelsea's MacBook on her bedi could tear us apart. Everything was different when i cheated but seeing her do it is unimaginable. My skin crawls and i die a little on the inside when imagining this Caleb guy fucking my fiancé. Thinking about her moaning for another nigga and choking on another niggas dick got me hot right now. I'm angry again and i want to fight. I don't want to be a monster but my feelings are hurt. How could she just fuck another nigga? Then she did it while we were still together. I read in the messages that they rode to school together and they are suppose to be riding home together. I am waiting for her to get back to home so i can have a talk with her.