Myself

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I went straight to my room to pack, Sam did the same. He told me he didn't even know where he put his suitcase so I figured he would be occupied for a while. I entered my room and opened my dresser, what are you supposed to pack for a mission? As a grabbed a few things I heard quiet footsteps. Without even facing him I knew it was Bucky.
"Hi smiles," I said not turning around
"Hello doll," I could sense his smile "need help packing?"
"Don't you have packing to do?" I turned to him and he grinned
"It can wait."
I opened my bag
"What do you even bring on these things?" I said as he stood next to me.
"Never been on a mission?"
"If you call beating you up a mission then I have." I grinned mischievously
"Oh that's what happened?!" He smiled "you cheated by using your fancy brain powers!"
"No! If you have the resources use them!"
"That's what we're calling it? Resources?"
"Yes! Just like your arm, I don't have one of those."
"You don't want one of these."
"I don't know, looks badass"
He sweetly laughed making me genuinely smile. He was so easy to talk to, and I could tell I brought out the best in him. The only other person he opened up to was Steve. He made me feel special!
I put everything in a pile and he folded it and put it in my bag. As we were chatting I unknowingly threw a bra in the pile. He grabbed it and quickly put it in the bag trying not to show any emotion on his face. I found it kinda funny how something so simple could scare a strong man like him.
"What's wrong Barnes? Cat got your tongue." I smirked
"No- no I'm fine."
I laughed at him causing him to get embarrassed.
"You know what Y/L/N. . ." He tackled me onto my bed.
"Get off of me Bucky!" I said in between laughs
"Not so tough now are you?!"
I tried to push him off but he was too strong. I could have easily snuck my way out, but part of me didn't want to. He had me pinned down by my arms and his face got closer to mine.
"We should be packing" I said grinning
"I have a better idea" he said as he leaned in.
This kiss was somehow better than the first one, if that's even possible. He was so passionate when kissing me. He kissed me slow at first but once he got a taste he kissed harder, like he was hungry.
I could have stayed there for hours but I knew we couldn't.
"B-Bucky" I spoke between kisses
"Hm?" He did not plan on stopping
"We need to stop"
He respected my request and slowly moved away from my lips.
"Ugh" he said as he got up
"What?" I spoke concerned
"There is something about you doll, I don't know what it is but . . . It's easy to be myself around you. That doesn't happen very often" his words made me so happy! I liked knowing I made people happy, especially someone like him.
"I'm glad smiles" I wrapped him in a hug "I really am"
I pulled away and he put a strand of my hair behind my ear. He stared into my eyes.
"Would it be wrong to kiss you again?"
I giggled
"I guess I could let one more slide" we quickly kissed and got back to packing. When we were done I offered to help him but he assured me he could do it so I went to check on Sammie. He was throwing      T-shirts into his suitcase.
"Your supposed to fold those you know." I said
"Yeah whatever" he slightly smirked
"Want help?"
"Sure"
I got down on my knees and started folding.
"You ready to face Borris? I totally understand if you need time, you can sit this one out and really prepare for the next mission or you could go after someone el-" he spoke quickly out of concern.
"Sammie, I'm going to be ok, I will have you by my side anyway won't I?"
"Always."
"Then you can watch me kick him in the face." I smiled and Sam laughed
He side hugged me and we continued packing.
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