The little things

Here's to you

A/N thank you for 9k!! Here is to some more people I didn't realise I needed to mention at first but now, you have to know!!

To the girl who I first told- you were so amazing about it, you were proud of me, and I know you will continue being proud because you love me that little bit more for it.

To the boy who's been through too much- you really have been through so much, you opened up to me and you trust me. You are doing okay, I know you went through a rough patch and I know what you did, but that's the point. You let me know and you let me help. You battle constantly and I am so proud of you for that.

To the people who have changed- I guess I shouldn't have credited you so highly in my last one of these. It turns out now you hate me. But guess what, I hate me too sometimes. Get over it and fuck off.

To the girls who made me question everything- thank you both, you opened up my mind and made me find inspiration everywhere. Also you never gave up on me, and you never let me give up. But most importantly you made me question everything, you changed my view on the world. Thanks.

To my extended brothers and sisters- you took me in and you accepted me. You're just as crazy as I am and you are all so lovely. You support me when I succeed and when I am down, you pull me up and when I cry you hold me. Everyday you make sure I'm okay, have everything I need and always make sure I get a hug.

To the girl with the blonde hair- you are most definitely my sister. You make sure I have everything and that I'm happy. You find ways of helping me through everything and I love you.

The the girl with the red hair- you are crazy and weird and inspired me to continue writing, no matter what, you said I should never give up what I am passionate about. I would be proud to call you my sister.

To the girl who picked me up-
I don't think I had fallen that hard in a long time, I was a mess and I believed the work hated me. You pulled me up, gave me a hug, dried my tears and set my mind straight. You too are my family.

To the boy who cares: there's no arguing that you're a brother to me. All the time you're there for a chat, there to explain something, to give me a hug. Anything I need. Thank you.

To the boy who's not so bad in real life- I know last time I said you were better over text, but the real you has grown on me. I guess via message we can still be more honest because there's no one around to judge or make assumptions. But we're getting better in real life. You aren't so bad.

To the girl who stays strong- I know it seems tough right now, I know you think it's your fault, but it's not. You just have to be strong for a bit longer because I promise it gets better.

To the confusing boy- On Friday you're bitching about her saying you're done, she kept playing you and you couldn't care less about her. And on Monday, you go out with her. You think you're getting tired of being played? Well the rest of us are tired or your guys game. Because some of us care, and we cared enough to stay through years of this game, knowing one day it would end. And this time it seemed so certain, but apparently not. Some of us are just tired of your shit.

And finally to anyone who is getting on my nerves or being mean to me:

FUCK YOU.

17.3.15