Revive [Harry Styles]

Chapter Thirty-Two

Harrys POV

I wake up before Jesse does like usually. Maybe I should make breakfast for her? No, she'll probably have diarrhea like my mom. I'll just wait till she wakes up to take her to have breakfast. Yeah I'm pretty sure she'll like that. A little mini date.

Yesterday was something out of a fairytale book. The way she makes me feel was perfect, God's she's so perfect and she doesn't even know it. When she smiles her little dimples pop out. Or how she shuts her eyes when she laughs and tilts her head back. Even the littlest things like how she sticks out her tongue a little before she takes a bite of something or how she scrunchs her nose when she doesn't like something. How her cheeks look rosy in the cold and her little nose too. The way her lips curve upward into a perfect smile. The way her hair smells like vanilla. When ever she touches me I get this tingling sensation of electricity. It's like she's constantly running through my mind. Everything she does, everything little thing about her is taking over my mind. She's making my mind spin. I need her more than anything.

"Good morning Harbear" I lift up my head to see just the person who's controlling my every thought. She stands in front of me with a oversized knitted sweater that comes off her shoulder since it's so big. Rubbing her eyes with her tiny hand. Her cheeks still a bit rosy and her hair all over the place. Her lips a perfect shade of red. She doesn't even need any makeup. She's so damn beautiful.

"Good morning sleepy head" I sit up and pat the spot next to me so she can sit down. She walks over to me and pulls the blanket over her legs. "So I was thinking maybe we could go get breakfast?" I pull her head lightly so she's laying on my chest. I wish I could stay like this with her forever.

"Mmm yeah but I wanted to go see gramps today if that's okay" her voice is like honey so smooth. I nod my head not trusting my voice. The things she does to me she'll never know. "Okay so let me get ready and then we'll go" she starts to lift up her head and it feels cold already.

"I'll go home to shower and change. I'll be back in no more than 20 minutes okay, love" I smell of fresh cut grass and popcorn from yesterday. Not a good combination.

"Yeah okay" she looks away from me and scoots over a little. I could tell that it bothers her but I don't have extra clothes her.

"I'll be back okay" she nods her head still not looking at me. I sign and kiss her cheek gently before leaving.

Jesse's POV

Two hours. It's been two hours and he still hasn't came back. Two hours of me sitting on the couch staring at the clock. Two hours of wondering where he is or if he's okay. I've called him but he doesn't answer it just goes straight to voice mail. Texts that go unanswered. I keep growing anxious. I should just go to gramps by myself. It's okay I knew he'd leave sooner or later. I shouldn't be surprised.

I shake my head and push back the tears before walking towards the front door and leaving. The walk to gramps is about 40 minutes. I'm a slow walker. What can I say small legs. I try thinking of anything else but Harry keeps popping back up. I knew he was gonna leave I knew he wouldn't stay for long. I just I thought maybe he was gonna stay longer. I thought maybe he was finally gonna be someone who wanted to stay I guess I was stupid enough to believe that, huh? 

"Heeeyy need a ride?" That voice sounds oddly familiar. I turn to my right and see Nate slowly driving next me to. I muster up a smile.

"Hey Nathan" I stop and he stops next to me.

"Where ya' going?" He gives me a confused face.

"To the umm to the cemetery" I tell him looking at my worn out white convers.