Revive [Harry Styles]

Chapter Eight

My alarm goes off and I throw my phone at the wall so it can shut up. It's going to be one of those days I know it maybe I should just stay home. One of those days where I'm just mad at the world, mad at God, mad at the stupid sun that comes up every morning, mad at my lungs that keep working, mad mad mad. It's so sad how much I can't stand this world anymore.

No shut up get up and go to school show the world that it's not going to drag you down that your not going to give up.

That's what my gramps use to tell me when I would kind of tell him why I didn't want to go to school. He just always knows the right words. So I need to get my cranky ass up now.

It looks chilly out side so I put black thick tights a white tee shirt and a blue cardigan that's long enough to cover my bum. With my brown combat boots. I need to come prepared for the fight I'm going to have with in myself. I use the bathroom before going downstairs and just my luck my period came down. I hate the world a little more now.

I make gramps some banana pancakes. As I head to his room I could hear coughing so I start walking faster although it's hard because I'm holding his food and drink.

"Gramps are you okay?" I push the door open with my foot. Looking at him with crazy eyes.

"Yes honey just a little cough" he hides the napkin under his leg. My ass just a 'little cough' but I don't say anything and just nod my head.

"Here I made you banana pancakes and I brought you milk" I start putting the food besides his bed.

"This looks amazing I'll eat it in a bit I still feel a tad sleepy" I kiss his forehead and pull the covers over him again before leaving the room. Please be okay gramps please.

I walk to school with gramps running through my head. This day needs to end fast. Uh crap I have work today after school but I need to make sure gramps is going to be okay. I'll think of something later.

A car suddenly honks at me for walking slow so I flip them off and walk slower.

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I sit down in my first class and place my head on the table trying to not thinking about the horrible cramps I have right now. I shut my eyes in the pain.

"Hey is everything alright?" I look up and see the last person I want to talk to today.

"Yeah I'm fine" I say a bit harsh.

"Hey I just want to say sorry for the way I was acting that day we were partners.. I just.. I didn't know you'd get that uncomfortable me and Danielle broke up. I think our relationship was just toxic. That's not how I usually act. Well I'm rambling and telling you my whole life story that you probably don't even care about but I just wanted to say sorry.."

"It's okay Luke just please don't do that to any girl ever again. You come off as a person I definitely don't want to be around when you talk and act like that.." I say without sounding awkward which is the first stupid Harry. Look at what he's doing.

"I won't promise so friends?" He says with a smile on his face.

"Yeah uh um friends"

"Cool cause you seem like a girl who isn't full of herself and there should be more girls like you around the world" if only he knew. This world would be horrible if that was true.

"What are you doing here she doesn't want you here" I hear a deep British voice and imminently shoot my head up in that direction.

"Harry he just came to say sorry it's okay" I say trying to calm him. He looks beyond angry and has his hands in a tight fist.