Revive [Harry Styles]

Chapter Nineteen

Harrys POV

Two days it's been two days since she hasn't talked to me. Every time I pass by her in the hall it's like I'm non existent to her. She hasn't made one glance at me. I could see her crumbling right before my eyes but I can't do anything. I know it's creepy but I make sure she gets home safely just in case.

God I can't stop thinking about her its like she controls my mind. Her smile that she once had replays through my mind, the way she said my name, her giggle, and even her meltdowns. At least then I felt like I was talking care of her holding her anything but now I don't know. How can she have so much of an affect on me in just a month? I'm just worried about her because I know what she's going through that's all.

So here I sit across the cafeteria from her. I'm surprised she isn't siting in her spot. Maybe someone took it? She sits alone on the farthest table. She look so uncomfortable and I wish I could just make her feel better make her laugh or something.

"Harry mate are you listening to anything we're telling you?" I turn away from her to look at my annoying friends who talk to much.

"Yes Louis I'm listening" I completely have no idea what he's talking about.

"Okay then repeat what I just said" I chuckle at him and when I see he has a serious face mine goes serious to.

"You uh said that you like that food here and you ca-"

"No I didn't you idiot" the two boys siting next to us laugh at my stupidity.

I hear some people laughing from a distance but I ignore it. If I look away now Louis will throw an even bigger fit.

"Don't laugh at me" I cross my hands over my chest and look at Liam who puts his hands up in defense.

"What I said was there's this party on Saturday and we should go" all the boys nod in agreement.

"Where is this party at?" Louis gives me a little smirk.

"The one and only Karla Johnson" I shake my head no way in hell am I going.

"Nope I'm not going"

"Awh come on mate it'll be fun and we all know you need a drink" Louis sighs.

"Yeah come on have some fun you need to see how real men party" Liam continues and I want to smack them I know how to party.

"Fine I'm going if it'll get you all to shut up" they all cheer and high five each other.

Idiots.

I laugh and shake my head. Looking straight ahead again and I become tense anger in my blood. Luke is holding Jesse's face and she's looking up at him. I can't see her face because her back is towards me but I do see the way he's looking at her.

Jesse's POV

Two days. We haven't spoken in two days. And I'd be lying if I said I don't think about him. Now I feel completely alone but it's for the good right? It's been the worst days ever. I haven't slept I haven't eaten I haven't even bothered looking up from the ground. Maybe it'll be better if I just die.

I went to my spot to be alone and I find a couple sucking on each other's faces. I left so quickly trying to avoid the awkwardness. So here I am the last place I've ever wanted to be the cafeteria. People all talking around me, laughing, eating and whatnot. I feel so out of place it's awful. That pain of loneliness strikes me again and I'm done.

I pick up my bag from the table and turn around to be hit with a plate of spaghetti. I look down at my clothes and their full of red tomato sauce. The person who dropped their food on me is laughing at me. I hear people around me laugh to and I want to cry so bad. Tears start forming in my eyes and I try walking away till someone grabs a hold of my arm.

"Aww is someone going to cry?" I look up at the ass who did this to me. Her hair is in perfect curls she's wearing a pink dress that ends at her mid thigh her skin is a perfect tan and I immediately feel self cautious. I'm so ugly compared to her.

Karla Johnson stands right before me and I feel like shit. I wish I could just stand up for myself. My vision becomes blurry and I see other people laughing.

"Oh can you not talk are you that stupid?" She's making fun of me and I shake my head. Wishing I could just dissappear forever.

"Let go of my arm" my voice is barely audible.

"Oh so she does talk well I had to throw my food in the trash looks like I successfully did" she laughs again at my face and I shake away.

Suddenly someone pulls me back and I feel tense and scared.

"Why don't you leave her alone?" The voice only makes me angry for some reason.

"Are you her body guard Luke? Come on let the girl fight her own battles" Karla's voice sends me on the verge of tears again.

"I said leave her alone don't you have something better to do then always being a bitch" Luke turns around and faces me not waiting for Karla's response. I hear her scoff and mumble before I hear her leave.

I look at Luke and he's wearing a black Blink 182 shirt. His wearing black skinny jeans and a black backward hat. He likes black.

"Hey are you okay?" I met Lukes blue eyes and nod my head. I didn't even know I was crying until Lukes thumb wipes a tear that has fallen. I look down ashamed. I feel so weak.

"Hey hey its okay do you want me to take you home?" I nod my head unable to talk. Luke grabs a hold of my hand and I tense up again. I think he realizes it because he let's go.

Just as I lift up my head I catch a glimpse of Harry storming off slapping the door behind him.

And then it hit me that's why I'm mad I heard Lukes voice. Because it wasn't Harrys. I thought Harry would protect me and be there when I needed him but I guess I was wrong. I mean I did push him away. I was just disappointed I bet he was one of the people who was laughing at me.

We reach Lukes car and I get in. He gets in seconds later. We drive in silence apart from me telling him to go left or right.

"Hey I live down the block" Luke chuckles besides me and I just force a smile.

He pulls up to the house and I realize I'm just going to be alone some more.

"Luke thank you for helping me back there" I play with my fingers not looking at him.

He tilts my chin up with his hand. And my eyes met him. He gives me a small smile.

"It was nothing I was just being a good friend" I nod my head again.

"Well thank you friend" he chuckles and shakes his head.

"Anytime friend I'll see you tomorrow alright" I nod my head again and smile for real this time.

"Thank you" is the last thing I say before shutting the door. I walk to my front door and open it. Once I'm in I completely fall apart again.