Revive [Harry Styles]

Chapter Five

"Jesse I asked you a question answer me"

"It's nothing okay just drop it we need to be focusing on our work not me" this is frustrating me why the fuck does he care.

"It doesn't look like nothing I fucken hate self harm so why do you have those on your arm because I can give you a million reasons why you shouldn't be hurting yourself" I start looking around to make sure no one's listen but everyone seems pretty interested in their own conversations.

"Just drop it you don't even know me"

"I don't need to be best fucken friends with you. You shouldn't be hurting yourself please please tell me why"

"No now drop it please" I look at him with pleading eyes so he can just drop it.

He sighs before mumbling an okay and some other words I can't understand.

The bell rings and we didn't even ask each other questions or whatever. It doesn't matter what matters is that he saw my cutts. How could I be so stupid and let that just slip. This is why I hate him he makes me forget and I can't do that right now I need to pay attention to everything. I bet he doesn't even care it was just an act. Fuck how can I be so stupid.

I make my way to my second period which is History. My most favorite subject. I sit in the back and just right down notes trying to focus on my work. He hands out a packet to read with questions. It's suppose to be homework but I decided to just finish it in class to get it over with. As soon as I answer the last question the bell rings for nutrition.

I go to my usual spot and sit down to just read and write down random lines that interest me. That's until someone sits down next me.

"Hey umm your in my history class right?" This guy ask me. He has dark green eyes and brown hair that's styled up. He's wearing a white shirt with blue jeans on. I recognize him but I don't know where from.

"Umm yeah I think?" I say more as a question.

"Yeah my name is Nathan by the way." he holds out his hand so I could shake it and I hesitantly do.

"Umm uh my name is-" he cuts me off before I finish.

"Jesse, I know so why are you sitting her all by youself?"

"I like umm being here sitting by my uh self" and then I realize how lame and dumb that sounds.

He chuckles a bit and now I know I can feel my cheeks heating up so I just look down.

"Well can I sit here with you?" He looks over at me and smiles.

"Uh yeah if you want I mean you're already sitting down" he chuckles a little.

"Yeah I wasn't going to take no for an answer"

"Oh okay umm can I ask you something?" I hesitantly say.

"Yeah shoot" he bends his knees so he can rest his elbows on them.

"Wh- why are you here?" I ask in embarrassment I mean he just came. Yesterday Harry came to apologize so why did he come? I have a right to know don't I?

"Well I saw you in class and I couldn't keep my eyes off you I know how creepy that sounds but you're just something else. The way you're all into your work its cute" his cheeks are slightly pink after he finishing.

"Ohh okay" was the only thing I could get my brain to think of I sound so stupid.

"Yeah so maybe we can hang out sometime? As complete friends I want to get to know you more" he smiles at me a hopeful smile.