Revive [Harry Styles]

Chapter Eleven

The day that I've been dreading has finally arrived. To top it off I didn't get any sleep last night. I haven't been sleeping well that's if I even get lucky to sleep 30 minutes straight.

I roll over and shut off my alarm from my phone. Another day in this hell hole I call my life. I slowly get up and go to the bathroom where I brush my teeth and pee.

It looks cold outside so I decided to wear light blue high waisted skinny jeans a white long sleeve crop top and a long avery cardigan with brown boots. I put my hair in a messy bun. I look in the mirror and see I have bags under my eyes from the lack of sleep. I put my glasses on so they could hide them a bit. I usually wear contacts because I would constantly break my glasses and gramps got tired of buying me new ones every time. So he thought contacts would be better. I prefer glasses but I took the contacts to make my gramps happy. I love seeing him happy.

I go down stairs and make waffles for gramps. I slice up a banana to put on the side. I also add what's left of the jelly cookies he likes. He ate more then half of them last night.

I put the food on a tray and go to gramps room. He's fast asleep when I get there. I push the little old grey hair that's on his face. His skin is so cold so I put and extra blanket over him and kiss him lightly on his head. Tears slowly start coming to my eyes and I blink them away. He looks so sick it's heart breaking. I miss knowing when I could come home and just hug him tightly while crying. Now his bones are so fragile I'm scared they would break. I don't want to give him a heart attack with all my problems so I just keep them to myself.

I take deep breaths to clear my thoughts he's going to be okay I know it he's strong I know he'll make it. I go back to the kitchen where my bag is. I guess I'm ready to start walking to school. Then I hear a knock on the door. I walk to the door careful and open it but no one's there so I ignore it and lock the door behind me before leaving.

My walk to school was short I had my headphones on and shut out the world. Music is the only thing that calms he down. I don't know what I'd do without it.

I go straight to first period English. Ms.Mish is already in. So I just send her a quick smile.

"Jesse?" She calls for me.

"Yes miss" she walks to my desk and takes a seat next to me.

"Is everything okay you know you can talk to me about anything" she has a look of concern.

"Yes I just had a bit of a cold that's why I missed school and gramps is getting sick so I need to take more care of him" I tell her honestly just skipping the part about me.

"Okay well you know I'll always be here if you need anything Paul too if you ever need me I'm one call away" she takes a hold of my hand and squeezes it to resure me.

"Yes I know and we both appreciate it thank you for everything" I smile a honestly and genuine smile. I trust her.

She wipes a tear that I didn't even know was falling. "Its okay baby I promise everything is going to be okay" I let a few more tears fall.

"I'm just scared for gramps he's all I have you know" she gets up and holds me.

"I know it's going to be okay though look I me" I lift my head to look at her. "Paul is a tough man he's not going anywhere and neither am I" I smile at her and nod my head she's right I'm just over reacting.

"Thank you" I hug her and she hugs me back.

"Good because you know I hate seeing you cry now pick up your head and show the world how beautiful you are" I lightly giggle at her. Students slowly start entering. "Are you going to be okay?" I nod my head again and she walk away to her desk.